Wednesday, December 16, 2009

"sposed to be earth/ain't worth the pu**y that you sit on"

Peace y'all..Quick rant. So, yesterday I received child support papers from my oldest sun's mother. Upon receipt, I instantly felt offended. I thought child support was for people who didn't take care of their kids. My perception of the situation brought me to the conclusion that "this b*tch is tryna to convince people I don't take care of my kid". My Queen could sense my uneasiness and immediately advised that "This is not a punishment." After giving it a couple of moments to sink in, I would have to agree with the queen. It's not like I was trying not to support my son, and now my plan has been foiled. I guess it's more or less disappointment in that his mother couldn't find a more mature, adult (vocal) way of saying she needed more help with him. Mind you, she considers herself a writer and poet (funny, huh?). After even more thought, I think it might be even better to have the funds court appointed. This way there will be little to no grey areas. She wants the court involved, so let's have the court involved. She has expressed to me that he needed new things and I told her I would do everything that I could. I took a pay cut when starting my current job, and all of my funds are accounted for already. Even with that considered, we (me and the wife) would still manage to grab him some jeans, shirts, hoodies (for him to wear home and never be seen again). Did I keep the receipts? Of course not. Even if I knew she would file for child support in advance, i wouldn't keep the receipts. There's nothing that she can do that's gonna make me not take care of my sun, or to look at this responsibility as if it is some sort of tally sheet to prove my daddy-dom. I'm also afraid that she thinks I make more money than I actually do. Even with that said, I still managed to pay my allotted portion of aftercare, school tuition, uniform fees or whatever. Plus he's on my health/dental insurance(always has been).I've even offered to take full custody of him, if things were getting to hard on her. She agreed at one point..then that turned into staying most of the summer...then into putting a guilt trip on the young God. The wild part is after we split up, she's expressed how she wishes she never had him, how easier things would be. That remark doesn't surprise me though. For the first 4 -6 years of his life I primarily raised him while she ran the streets fleeting from the reality of being an actual adult/mother.I guess things I don't know if her being unemployed is causing her to go into panic mode, or maybe someone just told her the best thing to do was to get what she can from me. I was already planning on getting another job, but so this doesn't really cause too much of a hindrance per se. I just know there were a couple or more productive ways to go about it. In any event, come January we'll see what it's hittin for. I always prided myself on not being the average guy, although I cannot lie, this situation feels like she averag-ized the sh*t outta me. Aight y'all peace.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Peace Family. So, this past weekend I went down my old way(Germantown) to watch the travesty of "Super 6" Middleweight Boxing tournament. Before going to my man Samad's Grand Ol' Earth's to watch the fight-we all linked at my man L's rest. The major players in attendance were Me, L, L's son Jamir, and Samad. Samad was the last to arrive and prior to his entry I was building with Jamir about Supreme Mathematics (L had given Jamir math about a week prior). By the time Samad had showed up I had begun reading one of the passages in the Moorish Koran (the Circle 7 Koran)I had brought for L. The passage was dealing with "Man as the thought of Allah". I saw that relating directly to "Who is The Original Man?". After reading the paragraph, I explained how I saw the link to the degree, which spiralled into a host of other related topics revolving around knowledge of self. Samad was on the porchdoing the knowledge. He glanced over and said "Yo..You building real beautifully right now..I love you brother and that's real!!!" I could tell that he was really needing some positive energy-especially considering how he dealt with(or neglected to) Inf's return. So, us building was right on time. Shortly after Mad's moment of mushiness L says "Alot of brothers who knew degrees started acting like they were better than those that didn't have degrees." This was like striking pay dirt for me, because this sentiment was the sole basis behind the majority of L's approach to this knowledge and these degrees. I said "I see that. When a person learns something new and helpful they will become overbearing and sometimes even arrogant in their newfound esteem. I also see that the people who were not knowledging degrees projected their feeling of inequality in a negative fashion toward those who did know the lessons." He was immediately neutralized. I continued to build on helpful information and let him marinate on that in the meanwhile. This morning I was thinking about his statement. It made me realize how envious L essentially was. The problem is that he doesn't have any ambition. So his desire is never fed. His unfed desire becomes envy because he sees things that he wants , just doesn't activate the faculties in order to acquire it. Which all goes back to the wisdom build degree in the 1-40.."must qualify", and his own self does the qualifying-or in this case doesn't. he doesn't expect much from himself, so in turn he doesn't not provide much for himself. My plan is to circumvent this value system from crippling his next generation by teaching Jamir. While interacting with Jamir, willfully L will be receptive to the fundamental principles and modify his values some. Worst case scenario at least his son should have a fighting chance. Peace.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Disclaimer: My Ol Earth said "You are very judgemental." To which I paused..pondered then responded "YES!! I am!!" It is with this judgmental viewpoint that I type this.


Peace Family..Let me just rant real quick..When people get certain tattoos do they forget that they are permanent, or do they expect to die prematurely so the tat will remain cool forever OR do they simply not care?
I ask because this morning while on my way to work I saw a woman who had to be at least 45 years old with tattooed thorns across her cleavage/clavicle area. This perturbed me for two reasons 1) this type of tattoo has only recently
became popular among "us"-which means she got it within the past two -three years and 2) she wasn't the "look good for 45" woman. She was the right after work go to the tavern type, with the malt-liquor pot belly sticking out under her long-sleeved tiddies. What's worse is if she has the cleavage/clavicle tat, I'm quite certain she has the tramp-stamp (you know, the tattoo at the lower back right above the butt crack? yeah that one). With that said, I can't help but imagine she has a son/daughter my close to my age that could have a young child around the same age that mine are and that one day that grandchild is gonna ask "Mom-mom" for a snack,and Mom-mom's gonna take Lil Ra/Sa/Ta/Ja-mir/sir/fir/qir/dir/jir(Sorry, but EVERYBODY'S naming their kid something like this as of lately)to the kitchen. Then she's gonna open the fridge and bend down to where the juice boxes are and Lil "Ra/Sa/Ta/Ja-mir/sir/fir/qir/dir/jir" is gonna ask with impeccable timing and divine innocence... "Mom-mom, is you a smut?" And EVEN though Mom-mom probably never read this blog, she's probably gonna think about the question I posed after "rant real quick"..At least I hope she does..The lost-found was once mentally dead and many of them recovered from it...

Friday, September 4, 2009

Peace. Can you determine what someone else’s priorities should be? Let me explain, growing up I’ve learned that a woman will tolerate a lot of unnecessary nonsense when she does not want to be alone (without a man). This type of behavior is self-destructive to the woman, but what if she has children? All too often have I seen a woman put a man before her childrenthis sh*t needs to stop. I was taught that the babies are the greatest, which makes them and their welfare (mental, emotional and otherwise) priority over anything else. Why? Because they are depending solely on you and your decision making capabilities. To put it blunt, they can’t afford it. They can’t afford to take the back seat so you can smoke weed and lay up. They can’t afford to fend for themselves while you cater to some sorry excuse for a vertebrate. You are p*ssing away one of the most important relationships of your lifetime and once it’s polluted there only the grace and mercy of the child can allow it to be mended. Objectively, some people would say “There are somethings I need to do for ME, in order to be of any value to the children”-I agree. My issue is the level of importance and the projection of value should be clear. I’m married to my queen and my children STILL come before her and our marriage. Somethings just cannot be compromised. She understands this and shares the sentiment. I care more about the people involved in my relationships than I care about the actual relationship. Expressing such care is what actually strengthens the bond..it’s kinda symbiotic. Also for the women who may think I’m on some high horse speaking some self-righteous sh*t, please know that I am speaking from experience. I’ve seen my mother be “other than self” because she didn’t want to come “to North America by herself”. At first it was confusing, then it was disheartening, then it became insulting until it finally became embarrassing. My closest friend has a saying that goes something like this “She’s cutting everyone and everything off just to have this man..in the end ALL she’s gonna have is THAT man”..In the grand scheme of what’s truly important, is he worth it? Peace.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

"Wisdom's a woman/listen and love her"-Cee-Lo Green/Gnarls Barkley (Go Go Gospel off of St.Elsewhere lp)

What is the circumference of the planet Earth? 24,896 miles, approximately 25,000 miles. To be the “Home of Islam” the original woman must be well-rounded (circumference). She must have a good capacity for judgement/discernment with the culture (I-god) while building to born equality. Her “building to born equality” is her manifesting her nature while upholding your personal family flag, as well as the Universal Flag. Meaning there are things that should be present and common among any Earth in this nation generally, and there will be things present and specific to one’s Earth specifically. The wise man of the east makes history or Koran to equal his home circumference, a year to every mile. Thus every time his history lasts 25,000 years he renews it for another 25,000 years. 25,000 is wisdom power, add understanding ciphers. I cee this as the woman being receptive, reflective and refractive of positive influence (light/truth) to bring about the best in all situations. I also cee the understanding ciphers as representing the three forms of water in the build degree in the 1-40(cold/warm/swift and changeable)-showing that the woman must have the formlessness of water while maintaining self in the midst of the devil’s civilization. Peace.

Monday, August 31, 2009

A cycle of stupidity


Peace. Over the weekend I caught a piece on the History Channel about gangs in prisons.The show was explaining how people use their tattoos to communicate
their affiliations and sentiments. They talked about La Eme-the Mexican Mafia, Bloods, Crips, etc. The one group that piqued my interest the most though was the Aryan Brotherhood of Texas or
Peckerwoods. From what I learned "Peckerwood" was a derogatory term coined by original people when referencing colored men. Growing up, I was informed that the term was regarding a lack of size of the
reproductive member; However, on this program the colored prison guards and Aryan Brotherhood members state that it is based upon the woodpecker bird having red hair and how a colored man with
red hair usually shows a close to "pure" bloodline. So, as they say- the original inmates would call a colored inmate a "Peckerwood" because of their reddish hair and the colored inmates adopted the name
as their own to represent the "purity of the Aryan race". Me and the Queen were in stitches as to how stupid this sh*t was. To top it all off, it shows even how MORE stupid the idea of original people calling
themselves "nigga" is. It's wild how I had to see the same backward logic(?) being used by the colored man in order to cee just how it applies to self.
Like here's the run down--
Black man in white america is a minority and treated as a third rate citizen or less.
White man labels black man "nigger".
Black man over time remixes "nigger" to become "nigga" and adopts it as an exclusive term of endearment.
Same black man gets incarcerated in prison where black people are a great portion of the population.
In prison white man is the minority.
Black inmate coins term "peckerwood" to degrade white inmate.
White man over time adopts "peckerwood" as his own term of endearment.
White inmates makes other white inamtes prove themselves (assaluts, murders, etc) in order to be accepted as "peckerwoods"


Now, am I gonna stop using the word "nigga"? Probably not.
I don't really use it now; however I will make sure it applies completely and totally whenever I do choose to sling it. I can't get all "NAACP" on y'all-as words are just that and there is a time and correct place for
EVERY word-regardless to whom it may offend. Peace.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Teach the babies....

Peace. Today being the Knowledge God (What is the meaning of Civilization?) day of Allah U God U Self Truth-I was instantly transported back in time when me,my Queen and youngest sun had met up with the God Divine Universal and his sun at a playhouse so the kids could release some energy and we could catch up on present history. Divine had explained how he would rather one of his close brothers teach his sun lessons instead of himself, as he felt he would be a biased teacher due to he and his sun's relationship and this bias may hinder the educational dynamic. After doing the knowledge on his angle, I have to say that I agree and would prefer the same thing for my own suns, and I would be honored to teach one of my brother's suns in this same way. Being that ther are my suns, they are already subjected to this knowledge in a particular fashion each and everyday. They could benefit greatly by seeing things from an angle not weighted down with the pressure of "disappointing or angering" Dad, ya know? Eventually as men they will have to choose their own paths and I am confident that their foundation is stable enough to conquer any undertaking-with or without considering themselves a formal member of this Nation (yeah, I said it). Through the years I have met numerous people in my peer group who are offspring of an Elder God and they quite bluntly told me "I don't f**k with that s**t (NGE)." Which was interesting to me, considering the fervor their father had regarding our beloved nation/rallies/lessons,etc. I had deduced that the approach that the father had taken in regard to this nation had left a bad taste in the mouths of their young. That was onset of me determining how I would relay this information to my own children. I decided against programming my suns with 120 lessons from an early age, as I am not keen on robots of any sort, REGARDLESS to whom or what. I refuse to use my authority to enslave a mind under the guise of enlightenment. If they want these degrees they will be PRESCRIBED to them based upon qualification just as the lessons state. They have always been amidst thriving minds and building, so asking questions and internalizing ideas is already apart of their learning process. The book "48 Laws of Power" also speaks loosely of this same sentiment when it refers to hiring/employing friends vs enemies(The "friend" would be likened to your child and and the "enemy" would be someone else's child). The author Robert Greene, suggests that when you employ a friend they subsconsciously believe they were hired BECAUSE they were a friend, as opposed to being the most qualified party and will ultimatley repay you with ingratitude and low level performance. The enemy, however would be honored with being chosen (this shows an admiration..most of all unexpected), which would create a genuine desire to exceed expectation to prove their capability. Now-by now means am I saying this is applicable to every situation and person, I'm saying chew it up and spit out the bones. I see the dynamic in what Greene detailed and I think it applies on many levels- That's just ME though. On that same token, I LOVE to see/hear a young God or Moon quote a degree, just like I loved to hear my oldest sun call the Adhan. What can I say, young minds at work (functioning) are a marvel; young minds THAT work (functioning PROPERLY)are even more marvelous. Proper Education Allows Continuous Expansion.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Peace to Abdul Salaam (Infinite)


Yesterday I got off of work and was told that one of my closest and oldest brothers was killed. His name was Ronnell Washington, then it was Infinite Knowledge Supreme Allah and finally he chose the name of Abdul Salaam. He was the one who formally introduced me to the Nation of Gods and Earths and 120 degrees. I am DEEPLY saddened and mentally withdrawn from hearing the news that I will never cross paths with "Inf" ever again. Even though we had grown apart in some ways, we walked together for about 15 years total and I will ALWAYS love him as my brother. One of the realest n*ggas ever, one of the livest n*ggas in Philly and one of the coolest and smartest men I've ever met. The details of his murder are that his wife's oldest son (between 16-18 yrs old) was being overly physical with his younger siblings (Inf's children). Inf and the kid had an argument on the phone and Inf told him he was on his way to address him directly. Word has it, that they had begun tussling upon Inf's arrival and the kid grabbed a knife and stabbed him in the heart. He bled to death in front of his own children. Supreme Mathematics struggle to calculate how many different levels of trauma are rippling through his family, right now. I went directly around the way(Pulaski town-for those familiar) after getting the news and ran into my other brother Lord who provided the above details as he was with Inf when he had the telephone argument with his step son and decided to confront him. I cried for my brother..I cried HARD on the corner of Queen Lane and Pulaski Ave. My contact lenses are somewhere on that concrete as I type this. Last time I spoke to him was when I grilled him about the knowledge-cipher and knowledge-knowledge degrees in the 1-40 (Y'all might remember the blog). The last time I saw him he was riding passenger up Hunting Park ave in a burgundy Marauder or Crown Victoria. My thoughts go out to his mother Ms. Anna, his brother Sean, his sister Shanna, His wife Dana, his son "Dude", his daughters Ce-ce, Dom and Jan'nah. He was a one of a kind individual and I am grateful to be able to call him friend. I love you brother and I will definitely miss you.

**I know you hear this often, however I must profess that we ALL need to make a conscious effort to let people know how much we love and appreciate them as much as possible. This is the first time someone close to me has returned to the essence and I know for a fact that he was one of those people I always expected to have around..near or far, some people you just don't expect to ever leave you. reach out to those people and let them know they matter. Tomorrow is not promised.**

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Damn, damn, damn James....

Michael Jackson actually died today..I am most definitely not feeling that sh*t..Anomaly and genius that he was, I have to say that he more than gave all he had and all within his power to the human family. So, with that I bid my Ol head, "PEACE!!!". He will be missed, indeed.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Children of the Most High

Peace. The Queen posed a good question last week in regard to belief in a mystery God. She brought up how alot of people stand under the umbrella that we are all "children of God", while the practices of most people who believe in a Mystery God would suggest they are truly God-less indeed. Then she was expressing how people's lives reflect the sentiment of father/child, rather than Creator/creation. The various levels of disrespect and blaspheme suggest that of a rebellious child, moreso than a servant. I agree with her observation on several counts. The convo reminded me of something I heard Minister Farrakhan say a while back-"IF" people actually believed that there was an invisible God, that sees, hears and knows everything in the world at once, they would never get out of the bed in the morning. I also agree with this. Practice reflect principles-You can tell what a person really thinks and or believes by what they do. I thought about the concept a little further and realized that considering how long Original People have been on The Planet Earth, the idea of a mystery God is relatively new to us. Even if people can dupe their brains and minds(there is a difference)into accpeting this foregin idea, the rest of the cells in the body contain hardwire consciousness of those generations before you, and it's gonna take more than a choir and a slick talking ex-pimp preacher to pull the wool over their eyes."Can a devil fool a Muslim?", "Not Nowaday". Currently more people seem to be awakening and seeking some form of enlightenment-which usually results in swimming 9,000 miles baack East to our cultural foundation in some form or fashion. This suggests to me that the bandaid of Mystery God is just that and our dis-ease as a people is in dire need of a cure that the "Great Pumpkin" cannot provide. Peace.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Lyric of the week (6.22.09)

"Sound travels at one thousand, one thirty/..feet per second, n*ggaz on the street, they want it hurried"--Andre 3000(Outkast), from the song "Xplosion"from Stankonia LP

I always dug this bar because it shows equality..On one hand it's dealing with an actual fact in the 120 lessons(8:13) and at that same time it's addressing the hood's "right now" mentality. Sound travels at 1,120 feet per second, which is pretty fast, yet n*ggaz want sh*t even faster than that! It's the microwave mentality of a savage in pursuit of happiness. Instant gratification that is always sought, however never attained. They want model shaped bodies, without the boxer like discipline to exercise and achieve physical fitness. They want the greatest loving mate and relationship, without refining their manners and customs in order to attract or maintain life with one. I liken the current 85 mentality to the story of Sleeping Beauty. They want "Once upon a time" and "Happily ever after" without the story in between(Love and Right, without the Hell). Mathematically, the victory lies in that "Hell" between. Sleeping Beauty is our Original nation, often called "the Sleeping Giant", however nations are often referred to as women. Sleeping Beauty was the most beautiful woman in her land and was placed under a sleep spell by an evil witch which could only be broken by the kiss of her true love. Sleeping Beauty lived with seven dwarves. Seven is the number that pertains to God and dwarf means small. I cee this detail suggesting she dwelled with a minimized sense of God. The sleep spell could only be broken by the kiss of her true love(Prince Charming, heir to the King's throne). Love is supreme understanding and she could only arise from her slumber after her male counterpart breathed wisdom back into her. Once awaken she would wed the Prince and become Queen (17. What is the meaning of civilization?) of the land. MWAH!!! Peace.

Friday, June 5, 2009

I am a poor righteous teacher..Not because I teach righteousness poorly..nor do I advocate being poor yet righteous while teaching..I am a poor righteous teacher because I teach the righteous and the poor..Righteousness is right and just-ness and people must have this basic principle instilled in them in order to even be receptive to what I m capable of imparting. The state of being poor I cee as being without.I teach people who are without the fundamental wealth of self or good orderly direction, which is what these Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabet, 12 Jewels and 120 lessons are about. I teach people who are without life because they suffer from a mental death and power. I teach people who inherently search for answers that no one to date has been able to help them locate. I teach the babies because they are without the bullsh*t that we as adults have adopted through our process of trial and error learning. Through teaching others I learn what I am without..what areas I am poor in and I evaluate those attributes and filter them through my standard of right and just-ness. The scales of equality remain ever-balanced in this fashion. All praises due to Allah, Lord of all the worlds. Mathematics is real.Peace.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Doing the knowledge on "incarceration"


For the past month or so I have re-established communication and correspondence with one of the brothers I walked with when I first got knowledge of myself(formally). This brother's name is Jamal, he used to have the righteous name Most High God Allah. Jamal is currently serving a knowledge-wisdom year imprisonment sentence in upstate PA and is set to "touchdown" in September. I also just found out that another brother we grew up with named Isa is currently locked up for some trumped up charges. It is with them in mind that I blog this. I was doing the knowledge to the term incarceration past day and some key points stood out to me when I fragmented the word. By definition, it simply means to imprison or confine. However, with a little observation we can truly cee what is truly taking place when you remove a person from society in this capacity and subject them to the institution of the penal system.Ride with me...

*In-I take this to detail a position of "inside"
*Car- I cee as either the "care" or as an actual car-meaning a vehicle of transport. The jail actually is a vehicle that suspends people in the era that they entered and keeps them there as the outside world moves forward.Upon release(if released) the former inmate is completely traumatized by internally longing to be in a place, then finally arriving in that place and realizing that they do not fit in due to the shift in time.
*Cerate-is a waxy type ointment-which doesn't apply in this case however
Serrate-means to notch, removes bits from the edge, make uneven, unbalanced or irregular .

When I arrived at "serrate" I immediately thought about "steel sharpens steel; a man is to his brethren". Serrate is something done to the edge of knives to make them cut through flesh easier..Essentially creating killing machines..Which is what the penal system does 85% percent of the people "incarcerated" as when a person returns to society after missing years they have a hard time adjusting to the new ways of the world and tend to be more abrasive and make decisions that ultimately destroy lives(kill), be it their own or others.
Peep how in the hood people view getting locked up as some kind of rites of passage also, or like a "notch" under their belt. You almost can't get respect from the youth with at least on "F"(felony). (cues "Self Destruction")
Now, the process of serrating actual removes pieces of the metal's edge, which in this case, I cee as mixing, diluting and tampering with the original. The procedures in prison are tools to weaken the nature of a man and to "plant fear in him" on several different levels. The question is-can the pieces that have been removed ever be replaced? If so, how? One of the definitions of serrate also says to make uneven, not smooth, balanced or irregular-which shows how the system is not set to rehabiliate people, however it is set to keep them uneven to a point of ensuring the continuation of the criminal cycle as fuel for the billion dollar business of prisons. A convicted felon is stripped of the right to vote, and having the conviction on record is levied against them finding any legitimate employment, then if they lie and omit the conviction on the application they will most likely not get hired for "falsifying". So, even the situation they face after serving their sentence is uneven, not balanced and irregular. Now, don't get me wrong I'm not saying criminals should have the fair shake that average Joe gets. However, when does paying your debt to society come into play, ya know? Peace.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Adventures in meditation


Peace. One Saturday morning I had woke up like 5-6 am. My Queen works the overnight shift, so I was in bed with my youngest sun Ch’iam and decided I was going to do some breathing excercises. I put my hands together, lacing my fingers between each other while leaving my indexes extended and touching at the tips pointing toward the ceiling. I also put the palms of my feet together pointing downward. I closed my eyes and began inhaling as deeply as I could without straining and while counting seven seconds before exhaling. I would stretch my exhale for seven seconds as well. Now, I had my hands in this gesture because I have learned that in order to fully delve into the layers of the mind one must “complete the circuit”, meaning since the ends of our extremities(hands, feet, head, etc) release heat they are the open ends of your bodily circuit. Touching another part of the body creates a closure in which your energy is being channeled back into self. I don’t know why I pointed to the ceiling though. I chose to breathe slowly and deeply to increase the amount of oxygen to the brain which would fuel brain activity. It is known that animals breathe very rapidly, so to further distance ourselves from those base urges we should maintain a slower breathing pattern. I chose to count to seven simply because seven is God in the Supreme Mathematics (I usually count to Born though). I continued doing this for maybe five minutes and began to feel a force of some sort revolving around me. The force was moving circular passing above my head and under my feet. It was weird, but it was ill.. I could feel the centrifugal pressure and it appears that the position of my hands in the center of my body were acting as some sort of counterweight to the force moving around me. Oddly enough as new as this experience was it felt relatively normal. It wasn’t spooky. This went on for no longer than a minute, because as I started marveling at what I felt I lost concentration on my breathing and timing. I took a second to do the knowledge on what exactly had just transpired and I instantly thought back to something Bro. Alim Bey was referencing about “Merkabah”, also called the Star Tetrahedron. He suggested that the Merkabah is a vehicle of divine light that is used by ascended masters to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light, (wheels within wheels or ciphers within ciphers), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another. I cee this suggesting that breathing techniques could be a way to unlock latent capacities within our DNA, from the generations prior(other dimensions) or to tap into unused faculties of our minds (higher realms)-NOT like Buckaroo Banzai though. Kind of like tapping into what you knew as an infant, but forgot upon the trauma of physical birth, ya know? That’s another dimension as well. Thoughts?

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Peace ya’ll. Today being Understanding Cipher which I cee as having a clear view of what is going on around you. This clear and complete view is a compilation of details gained through researching, objective reasoning and experience. Any conclusion accepted without legwork is a belief accepted on face value. So dig it, I was building with my Queen yesterday and that conversation has inspired this blog (Thanks Beloved). It was brought to our attention that there is a Christian Radio Station that was on air suggesting that President Barack Obama is the Antichrist and that these were “The Last Days and Times”. The person who raised notice of the station was pretty shaken by the tone and angle of the speakers. Her surprise was kinda odd to me, because before Obama, people had claimed Bush was the Antichrist, and before him it was Reagan-see the pattern? In addition and contrast to that, when you consider how many had claimed to be the Messiah, or Mahdi, where kinda due for the antithesis. In any event, Beloved raised the question “Have things really changed that much?” After discussing it for about a half an hour we came to conclusion that Solomon did “There is nothing new under the Sun”. Even with the Internet, futuristic weapons and cloning, as a world we’re still pretty much in the same place that we’ve been “since been pimpin, since been pimpin, since been pimpaaan”. People have been screaming about the end of the world since the beginning of the world, using crime, disease, inclement weather and anything else they can as “signs” to support their aim. First is was 2000, now it’s 2012, once we get there they’ll be pushing for 2050 when America starts “Browning”. The station also said that people shirking religion for Yoga, Meditation and the like is an “act of the devil”-which is funny because a lot of those sciences and cultures are older than Christianity itself. I would think dealing with something ancient has a better chance of yielding a link to the origin than anything else (if Christians follow Jesus, and Jesus was a Jew- who made Christianity? Don’t answer, it’s rhetorical). It also seems that the older people get the more they lean on the “End of Days” premise (maybe because they’re looking at the end of their own days). I bring this subject up to say this-don’t allow yourself to be steered by someone else’s direction. Cee the picture completely for self. If you’re interested in what the Bible says go through the proper channels to learn how the “speak” is printed, so that you can know what should be taken figuratively, literally, or otherwise. There’s a brother named A.A.Rashid who breaks down the Bible very deeply and he’s not even a Christian (which speaks volumes), but check him out @ www.aarashid.com to see how he delves into the coded language. The other thing I wanted to say is we are a microcosm of the universe around us. So, if we constantly ingest the fear and propaganda of self-destruction we will continue to produce the same in our immediate circles. Everybody is alarmed about Swine Flu. Racists everywhere are probably feeling vindicated in their hatred for Mexicans now. I can see them sitting in their porch chairs rocking like “SEE!! I knew we shouldn't have let those damned Wetbacks in our country!!” Not knowing or caring that those people on Mexico were probably the victims of a bio-warfare experiment. I can’t help but think back to Bird Flu in China and think what’s next Zebra Flu in Africa?..We’ll see, won’t we..In any event, don’t let the devil plant fear in you as an adult. If Obama is the Antichrist he’s right on schedule and anybody against is too damn late (as I remember in Revelations this stuff is inevitable anyway, so eat, drink and be merry!!). If he’s not the Antichrist, the Christian radio station will probably quote a scripture as a disclaimer and blame Soulja Boy..or Chris Brown..or Swine flu since most Christians eat pork, even though the Bible says otherwise..Aight, family. Peace..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Technological Dehumanization

Peace. I have always seen excessive dependence upon technology creating a handicap of sorts in regard to the natural human experience of learning. Many things we gain from our interaction with other people and the outside world itself have been inhibited by the middleman that is called "technology". It could be the alot of us as people are so stunted in our total evolution that we hide behind our mobile phones and monitors to avoid having to reveal(and face) our true selves. Continuing in this manner further steers us toward that dark, desolate future often depicted in those science-fiction movies. Our reliance on the artificial is evident from the simplest to the most complex level-and if practice reflects principle-I'm scared as sh*t!!! I am all for the use of technology as a TOOL, however I am definitaly against using anything artificial as a replacement of something that occurs naturally (unless of course it's for health related reasons-and even that's debatable). When technology is used to replace nature it seems to put people out of tune with the world in which we live and ultimately ourselves. This discord is obvious in every level-FOR EXAMPLE--

Socially-people using technology as the sole means of meeting/mating/dating has grossly increased people being kidnapped, assaulted and murdered. Having limited social skills can make you prey for online predators. Not to mention if any "relationship" is formed,the foundation is always questionable due to the fragile nature of non-person to person experience. I've met people in real life and it took at least 3 years to truly know the whole of their person-subtract the person-to-person contact and the hidden variables multiply thousandfold. Knowledge means to look, listen, observe and respect. Until you can look at a person and read their mannerisms and expressions, listen to them and sense their genuineness and outlook, as well as observe their actions in real time/real life situations there will never be any respect between you to even relate to each other.

Or even sexually- yes, adult film, toys and the like are forms of technology. They are tools which can be used to assist in a natural activity of life.I personally can't really understand the concept, but hey different strokes (LOL, no pun intended). When you're feeling kinky, get your freak on, however when the day comes that you're lighting scented candles, dimming the lights for a special with a fake penis/vagina, you need to look in the mirror and say "I QUIT!". To put that much effort and energy into "practice" instead of the "game" says something about your social skill in itself (in my opinion). All of the anticipation, mystery and sacredness of the act has been thrown out of the proverbial window. Some could argue that you don't want an entire "production" all of the time, sometimes you just wanna "arrive", and I can dig it. However, submitting to this carnal/base desire is one thing, looking outside of yourself(man/woman)to satisfy it is totally something ELSE.

Learning- there are programs that translate one language to another instantaneously in order to keep the stream of communication going through different countries.However, this kind of takes away the urge to actually learn another language for some, feel me? Better yet, think about how naked you feel without your cell phone..How you don't know ANYONE'S number anymore because you simply don't have to. Are we being duped into not retaining information anymore? Is this the first step to us being progranned to "not think" at all. If so, who will do our thinking for us?

The Human experience is based upon our direct interaction with each other. Like Tyler Durden said on Fight Club "How much can you possibly know about yourself if you've never been in a fist fight?"..The idea is the same, if all of our living activities are transmitted or regulated through/by machines, are we really living..or are the machines living FOR us? If the machines are doing what man was born to do, man must be doing what the machine was crafted for....damn..

Friday, April 10, 2009

Starring Knowledge Cipher...as Ten

Peace y’all..I’m traveling this morning(mentally) and want y’all to ride with me again..Today being knowledge cipher-I cee that as original intention in a situation being the guiding force toward the general end result. For example, if I accepted a position solely for monetary gain (which is ultimately against my personal principles) the only thing I would probably receive from said position IS monetary gain, yet what I may lose in said position may be invaluable as well as irreplaceable. The opposite applies when our intention is just and true. Cee that?

Adding on, I ended up using the numerical value of knowledge cipher (which is ten) while present in some English terminology to draw parallels with Supreme Mathematics and this is what I came up with..

(Ten)sion-stress or strain, (in electricity –po(ten)tial)-I know a wisdom who does massage therapy and reflexology who says that stress and strain is really blocked energy in our physical body tissues. The definition above cosigns this. The knowledge is the energy and the cipher is the physical. We naturally absorb external stimuli and transform that into energy for use in our daily practices, which nods to the electrical definition of tension. Stoppage of this release or process causes stress or strain in the former, which affects total overall performance.

In(ten)tion-purpose or mental determination (*intent does not determine extent*)- deals with knowledge cipher in the manner I built on initially.(In) as a prefix usually means –not-, however in it’s usage here it suggests “internal”..internal purpose could be the layman definition of intention..The mental push to get the wheel (cipher) in motion.

**intent does not determine extent means-- what we mean to happen has little to no bearing on what will actually happen. The only control we have is over self..knowledge your cipher. Strive to activate things that are based on just and true intention and you will be more comfortable living with the end result-regardless of if it appears favorable or unfavorable**

At(ten)tion-directing the mind (selective or sustained)—The first part(At) already denotes a direction..The tension is still the potential/energy. Makes me think of when someone does something stupid and you say “I’m not feeding into that”..Feeding would be “paying” attention. Once attention is spent it cannot be recouped..
The energetic beings we are thrive off of a certain amount of attention. It is a transference of energy..It is an act of empowerment.

Con(ten)tion-struggle, dispute or controversy..The prefix –Con- means against. I cee contention as a force or factor that opposes your determined idea (intention) in a particular cipher. Being that inanimate objects are subject to the laws of inertia, contention usually manifests in the form of a person. Their interests may not coincide with your current direction, resulting in an objective stance on their part. Which would cause stress and strain (tension) in the environment or relationship.

Interestingly enough, some massaging (of the ego or the finances) loosens tension in most ciphers.Peace family.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The Irony of Perception

The Nurses law was to kill the black babies at birth by sticking a pin in its head or feed it to some wild beast. We’ve ceen how the ego can be a wild beast, in addition perception is an unruly creature as well. Peep game:
Neka-
I grew up with a sister 3 years my senior. She was always more of a rebel against house rules, while I was the good student, never got int TOO much trouble kid. My sister was a runaway at 13, smoking tea bags, suspended every week, hooky school-get into a fight-get locked up kinda gal. Throughout my life it seemed like even though I was the stay out of trouble type, I would ALWAYS get in trouble. Which was crazy, because I figured doing what I was told and keeping good grades would afford me a certain degree of freedom rightfully earned (WRONG!WRONG! :see Charlie Murphy).While my sister living the “Life of an Outlaw” and only gets a slap on the wrist. After a bit, I was convinced that my people had it out for me and there was no wining until I could get out on my own. Not until recently did I get to talk to my sister and find out that SHE always felt like my mother held favoritism for ME(ain’t that some sh*t?), while she was being outcast because she could not be more like me. I was taken a back, to say the least.
Qwan-
I have a brother 14 years my junior. I practically raised him up until he was about 6 years old. I had him freestyling at the age of 3 (he didn’t have much of a vocab, but to understand the premise of flowing off top at 3 is ill in and of itself). At the age of like 7-8 my Mom moved out of the city into the suburb of Hatfield, PA. She successfully escaped the harsh realities of urban life and was providing something different for my little brother. A couple of years after that, my Ol Dad and Mom get remarried. As my brother becomes a tween he’s exhibiting some very weenie-like behavior, seeking acceptance, getting in trouble in school for dumb stuff. So, my sister and I give him a talking to, explaining how he’s in a better position then we both were by just being in a two parent home as well as in a drug and abuse free environment. He says he understands and does what he can to improve. Me and Neka continued among ourselves trying to mentally register how this kid never gets beatings or real punishments, gets new clothes all the time and is acting like an ungrateful brat by behaving in this fashion. Time goes by and I realize that He may not be the lucky one at all, as my Dad and Mom are both past the 50 year mark and do not have the wherewithal do deal with a teenage boy in these days and times. They’re doing as much as they can considering, however there were certain life lessons he did not acquire. One, because while under my tutelage Mom’s wouldn’t allow me to discipline him (She hit me with the “he ain’t your son”), but now when he’s talking crazy she don’t understand why. She should’ve let me nip it in the bud, now it’s too late. Two, because she is not a good guide, her method was always to shelter in the hopes of you never finding out the wiser, instead of informing and preparing us to make the best decisions. The “shelter” method DOES NOT work well when building men. In retrospect, I cee how living among scarcity, drugs and abuse as a child actually aided me in not continuing that behavioral cycle, while my brother having been exposed to all of the opportunity and resources I never had has actually fostered an abusive nature in him. The Irony of Perception..

Monday, April 6, 2009

My mind won't allow me to not be curious/my folk don't understand so they don't take it serious..

My colleague forward these articles to me...

ONE WORLD CURRENCY

http://finance.yahoo.com/news/China-...=TBD&ccode=TBD
Quote:
BEIJING (AP) -- China is calling for a new global currency controlled by the International Monetary Fund, stepping up pressure ahead of a London summit of global leaders for changes to a financial system dominated by the U.S. dollar and Western governments.

The comments, in an essay by the Chinese central bank governor released late Monday, reflect Beijing 's growing assertiveness in economic affairs. China is expected to press for developing countries to have a bigger say in finance when leaders of the Group of 20 major economies meet April 2 in London to discuss the global crisis.

Gov. Zhou Xiaochuan's essay did not mention the dollar by name but said the crisis showed the dangers of relying on one nation's currency for international payments. In an unusual step, the essay was published in both Chinese and English, making clear it was meant for an international audience.

"The crisis called again for creative reform of the existing international monetary system towards an international reserve currency," Zhou wrote.

A reserve currency is the unit in which a government holds its reserves. But Zhou said the proposed new currency also should be used for trade, investment, pricing commodities and corporate bookkeeping.

Beijing has long been uneasy about relying on the dollar for the bulk of its trade and to store foreign reserves. Premier Wen Jiabao publicly appealed to Washington this month to avoid any steps in response to the crisis that might erode the value of the dollar and Beijing 's estimated $1 trillion holdings in Treasuries and other U.S. government debt.

The currency should be based on shares in the IMF held by its 185 member nations, known as special drawing rights, or SDRs, the essay said. The Washington-based IMF advises governments on economic policy and lends money to help with balance-of-payments problems.

Some economists have suggested creating a new reserve currency to reduce reliance on the dollar but acknowledge it would face major obstacles. It would require acceptance from nations that have long used the dollar and hold huge stockpiles of the U.S. currency.

"There has been for decades talk about creating an international reserve currency and it has never really progressed," said Michael Pettis, a finance professor at Peking University 's Guanghua School of Management.

Managing such a currency would require balancing the contradictory needs of countries with high and low growth or with trade surpluses or deficits, Pettis said. He said the 16 European nations that use the euro have faced "huge difficulties" in managing monetary policy even though their economies are similar.

Adding on.....

THE NEW WORLD ORDER HAS BEEN OFFICIALLY ESTABLISHED


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LONDON, England (CNN) -- Leaders of the world's largest economies agreed on Thursday to a package worth more than $1 trillion to tackle the global economic crisis.
U.S. President Barack Obama called the deal "a turning point in our pursuit of global economic recovery." The plan calls for reform of the international banking system and the injection of more than $1 trillion into the world financial system.
The Group of 20 is taking "unprecedented steps" to attack the global economic downturn, stimulate growth and expand loans to troubled nations, Obama said at the close of the group's meeting in London .
"The challenge is clear," the U.S. president said. "The global economy is contracting. Trade is shrinking. Unemployment is rising. The international financial system is nearly frozen." Watch Obama's speech »
British Prime Minister Gordon Brown heralded the emergence of a"new world order" Thursday following the release of what he called an "unprecedented" package of measures to tackle the crisis.
The deal agreed by the leaders of the world's largest economies included reform of the international banking system and the injection of more than $1 trillion into the world financial system. Watch what was agreed to at the summit »
French President Nicolas Sarkozy and German Chancellor Angela Merkel, who had voiced concerns prior to the summit about the wisdom of pumping further public money into economies already in recession, welcomed Thursday's agreement -- though hinted at unresolved disagreements behind the scenes.
There had been concerns that a rift was opening up between the approach being championed by the U.S. and Britain -- more economic stimulus -- and that favored by France and Germany -- more banking regulations.
Sarkozy said the agreement represented "great progress" on reform of financial institutions and said "a page had been turned." Merkel described the deal as "a very, very good, almost historic compromise."
The six-point plan includes banking reform measures and more than $1 trillion to be spent on restoring credit, growth and jobs, as well as measures clamping down on tax havens and a commitment to build a green and sustainable economy. iReport: What's the economy like where you are?
Much of the G-20 communique issued at the end of the London summit restated promises and goals that international leaders had made earlier, relying on language such as "we remain committed" and "we reaffirm our historic commitment."
But Brown said: "Our message is clear and certain. We believe that in this new global age our prosperity is indivisible. We believe global problems require global solutions," Brown said.
"I think a new world order is emerging and with it the foundations of a new and progressive era of international cooperation."Watch Brown's statement »
Brown said the new rescue package, which includes a commitment to treble the resources available to the International Monetary Fund to $750 billion, amounted to "the largest macro economic stimulus the world has ever seen."
Along with existing national stimulus measures, Brown said efforts to bolster economies amounted to more than $5 trillion.
The six-point consensus consisted of measures to:

Restore confidence, growth, and jobs;
Repair the financial system to restore lending;
Strengthen financial regulation to rebuild trust;
Fund and reform our international financial institutions to overcome this crisis and prevent future ones
Promote global trade and investment and reject protectionism, to underpin prosperity;
Build an inclusive, green, and sustainable recovery.Obama said: "We owe it to all of our citizens to act and to act with urgency. We have agreed upon a series of unprecedented steps to restore growth and prevent a crisis like this from happening again."
"We have rejected the protectionism that could deepen this crisis. ... This cooperation between the world's leading economies signals our support for open markets," he said. "Second, we are committed to comprehensive reform of a failed regulatory system."
Obama added: "We can rebuild our global prosperity if we act with the sense of common purpose, persistence, and optimism that our moment demands."
Obama said the United States would also provide $448 million in additional aid to vulnerable nations which he described as "future drivers of world economic growth."
Brown said the G-20 would meet again later in the year to review the success of its plans and said details of the summit would be announced over the next few days. Watch global impact of the downturn »
"Together with the measures we have each taken nationally, this constitutes a global plan for recovery on an unprecedented scale," the G-20 communique said.
As expected, the communique included tough new measures to reform global financial institutions, citing "major failures" in regulation of the sector as "fundamental causes of the crisis."
The G-20 members will also establish a new Financial Stability Board to provide "early warning of macroeconomic and financial risks," the summit's final communique said, but it was not clear if board would have regulatory powers.
Brown said the final deal included agreement on tighter regulation of hedge funds, tax havens and the banking system.
"We will implement new rules on pay and bonuses at a global level that reflect actual performance with no more rewards for failure," Brown said. "We want to encourage corporate responsibility in every part of the world."
There were only a few protesters outside the summit when it started Thursday -- a marked difference from the thousands who gathered in central London 24 hours earlier. Watch more on the protests »
Police said they arrested nearly 90 people on Wednesday and were expecting more problems.



http://www.cnn.com/2009/WORLD/europe...g20/index.html

Friday, April 3, 2009

Bald Eagle..drawn up


Peace. I was doing the knowledge on the national bird of the United States of America and I wanted to share some dots I saw connecting. First, the term "bald" in regard to animals means without a crest or crown. I cee this as a nod to the European Settlers of America seeking escape from the English monarchy, so they ultimately devised a government that would not rely on a kingship. In essence, the head of the country would not have a "crest" or "crown". Also the "crest" in Europe is used by provinces to denote familial royal lineage (which also links original blood into designation of royalty). There are many European crests today that still have the profile painting of a jet black man with kinky hair on them (especially in Germany). The royal bloodline in Europe is determined by them tracing lineage back to the Moors (Holy Roman Empire). The lack of said "crest" on the national bird may also suggest that royal(original) blood may not be necessary or represented in the governmental process. The Bald Eagle is considered by many to be the westernized version of the Phoenix/Fire bird. The Phoenix was used to represent the Roman Empire(not to be confused with the Holy Roman Empire). The mythology of the Phoenix is that it lives for 500 to 1000 years, then nearing it's death it builds a nest where it meets a fiery demise only to reveal a young phoenix or phoenix egg rising from the ashes of the previous one. The Romans projected this mythology upon their republic in the hopes of its return and many people liken the USA to that of the Roman Empire, considering the Bald Eagle to be the Phoenix returning.Honestly, with the current super flux of depravity, homosexuality and savagery in North America it may not be too far from the truth. Also, the actual physical description of the bird shed light on the unspoken view of the government itself. The bird's body (largest portion) is mostly dark brown/black and the head(smallest) portion is white. I cee that as the administrative faculties of the US being a white consensus, while the country is kept in flight by the labors of a darker or brown/black people. Another thing I peeped is regarding the bird's coloring -- white people are the smallest world population; however the largest population in North America-but there is only a small amount of white on the bird, while the original people are the largest world population, yet the smallest population in North America-yet the bird is almost totally dark brown-perhaps the bird's coloring symbolizes the white presence in the world at large. Things that make you go..hmmmmmmmmm?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Front Street.........Khadijah

She is indeed the reflection of my light..the beauty of my nature.. a glistening gem created by the pressures of the heaviest filth falling upon her..People had sealed her fate in their minds based on the decisions of her father and mother, unaware that her destiny was of a greater scope and value than they could fathom in ten lifetimes..She is the most resourceful woman I have ever met.Her sense of humor is invaluable. She is a grand judge of character..She is my closest friend, my wife and my Queen..bonded by happenstance, chemistry, choice and law..She has a genius mind and understands matters of the "heart". She is the greatest mother and a superb teacher. I admire and appreciate the whole of her being. Throughout my entire time of knowing her(roughly 15-16 years) she has always been an asset. She continues to exceed my expectations, while maintaining enough imagination to keep our relationship refreshing and new. Everyday our connection grows stronger. She provides a support base that fuels my ambitions, regardless of how outlandish they may be. She knows Carpentry, Reiki, Homeopathic medicine,Herbology, Cosmetology, Astrology, Rastafarianism, Metu Neter/Yoruba/Qaballah/Santeria,Orthodox Islam,some Arabic,some Spanish,Crochetting, Knitting, Drawing, Wire crafting, crystals, gemstones, Chakras, Supreme Mathematics, Supreme Alphabets ,some Lessons plus the "Code of streets". She is the quintessential woman. I thank her for being who she is essentially, as well as putting up with my sh*t and accepting who I am completely.She has agreed to walk with me on this road through the science of life, love, peace and happiness and I admit that I am a better man as a result. Peace.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Peace. In the bible righteousness is often denoted by a singular (man), while the "evils" are characterized by the plural (men). The premise is that it is easier to maintain the law of God alone then among our peers, so to speak. One is easily distracted from the path by losing themselves in the company those walking the path with them. I found this interesting when looking back at my Koran. With my brothers the common denominator among us was the lessons, yet the ego was very prevalent as well. Such a variety of ages, backgrounds and personalities created the perfect environment for the typical male competitiveness and one-upmanship within our group, even though we were quite atypical individuals. The competitiveness was not an issue though. We were all into music and had strove to be the illest on whichever song was being recorded at the moment. I think this dynamic brought out the best in most of us and created tighter bonds between us. I think the comfort we provided for each other was what eventually created an issue. A lot of the fraternal activity with my brothers satisfied base appetites (lower vibratory) even though our common cause was cultural elevation (higher vibratory). We were young, misguided intellectual ruffians stimulated off of marijuana, Manichevitz and Mathematics. We soon learned there were other similar interests existing among us and slowly began losing focus on “the cause”. Eventually, we replaced the original common denominator with more social equality-centered activities. In some ways “we took (away) everything except their (our own) language” meaning the lessons were still in constant usage-however, we hadn’t internalized the degrees yet. So, for lack of a better term we spoke in “code” for a good stretch. What I’ve since realized is that since this is knowledge of self the sparks of continuous growth must occur “by myself”. It was the same innerworkings that helped us arrive at the “no mystery” conclusion in the first place, why wouldn’t that same source springboard us to the next place? So, today’s mathematics being Wisdom Culture I see as the algebraic X. I am deducing previously unknown values from past experiences using divisive or multiplicative methods to determine a new value for nowaday’s application of my way of life.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

A Paused Rebellion

The revolution used to be televised. Our soldiers ranged from ministers and writers to athletes and actors. Over time the battle terrain has changed slightly forcing us to adjust accordingly to survive from generation to generation. One of our most powerful fronts used to be the music- where we have taken severe losses as you probably know, leaving the last line of defense standing as our comedians. The comedian has had free reign to discuss all of the controversial topics that required addressing. With regret I say, that the corporate machine has successfully infiltrated the comedy brigade as well. By offering multimillion dollar deals in order to gain control over the comedic material. The comedians either accept the corporate proposition and become "Sambo" or reject it and get blackballed (ala Dave Chappelle). Anybody else was either a "Sambo" already or were just too "safe" to be really funny (read:to tell the truth). We, the people, are the ultimate losers in the end. We are left with a "humble mumble in the jungle of shots and screams" and quite frankly it's disheartening. So today I just wanna send some love and respect to all of our revolutionary soldiers. It was the fire in their hearts that sparked the resistance of today. Although the tyrants before us only respect a dollar or a death threat(usually both), the first revolution occurs in the mind. Here are some of the guerillas whose expressed perspective directly affected my own:
Clarence 13X, George Jackson, John Henrik Clarke, Ahmed Deedat, Richard Pryor, JA Rogers, Saul Williams, Stan Lee, Cee-lo Green, Eldridge Cleaver, Bob Marley, Dr.Welsing, Rza, Bruce Lee,Mishaal Ibn Abdullah, Kahlil Gibran, Elijah Muhammad, William Cooper, WD Fard Muhammad, Robert Greene, El Hajj Malik Shabazz,Damian Marley, John Mayer, Dave Chappelle, Rasheed,Sonny Carson, Dead Prez,Barry Bonds, Huey P Newton, Stevie Wonder, Marvin Gaye, David Porter, John Lauriello, Marcus Garvey, Noble Drew Ali,Swami Rama, Ra Un Nefer Amen, Dr. Phil Valentine, Alim Bey, Brother A.A. Rashid, True Master, Brother Ali Muhammad, George Carlin, Outkast, James Brown and a slew of others. Slow motion is better than no motion. Let's keep it moving. Peace.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Magnetic (Truth/Square)


The funny thing about magnetic is it is not a product of will. It is a result of composition/constitution(note: I did not specify forms of composition). The attraction may be due to similar elements of composition shared between two people (like water constantly moving toward itself) or it may be complimentary differences of elemental composition The magnetic of man differs from that of inanimate object, in the fact that man has control over himself. So he can decide how he chooses to respond to attraction. Inanimate objects are subject to the magnetic of any more powerful object. With all of that said you cannot choose who is susceptible to your magnetic field. Nor can you choose whose field you want to be susceptible. Composition dictates the energetic reaction between you and discretion will be the means of whether to move toward or away from the source of magnetism. Truth Is Supreme Light Allah Manifest (through irresistible) Magnetic. This is my name. This is who I am. Not because it sounds cool or interesting, either. I've always been magnetic, even when my name was Born Supreme, even before that. In retrospect, I cee that I've hurt plenty of people from not understanding my magnetic or the responsibility of influence regarding it. There are a few things that I've learned that I would like to share. Enjoy!!

-There is no such thing as low-key or low profile magnetic. People WILL notice you
and it's usually the people whom you would like to avoid that will notice you first and foremost. (Namely people of the opposite sex whom you would never entertain any interaction with)
-Magnetic is not good in Corporate America. Corporate America = 85-90 % women=nosiness, gossip and attention whoring. If you are a man with the magnetic they're gonna want attention from you. If you are a woman, they are going to want to take the attention away from you.
**On a business note -the whole premise of Corporate America is assimilation/ant colony idealism..Magnetic makes you an individual-this is frowned upon (see The Matrix..Mr Anderson..). However, if you have your own business Magnetic works wonders..I guess since it derives from self it can only truly aid self (it's non transferable.non-negotiable)**
-Magnetic makes you a minority. Watch TV, read magazines and you'll notice that there are certain characteristics that everyone agrees are attractive, yet there are only a few people who possess these attributes. Welcome!
-Magnetic makes you funnier than most people (oddly enough, it's usually when you're NOT joking at all)
-The people drawn to your magnetic usually will harbor disdain for the people whom you are drawn to..
- Be mindful that you will attract alot of different types of people, however some ciphers DO NOT intermingle. Just because you have a relationship with two people doesn't mean they can or should have a relationship with each other.

Of course there are plenty more and a whole heap that I probably haven't experienced yet, I'm sure. Bottom line-Magnetic=The Truth=The Square and you can be cradled in the safety of its angles or be impaled by one of the four points outside of it. Sometimes wisdom (the way) permeates beyond a word or an action in a cipher. It is often how you simply "be" sparks the nuclear reaction. Peace.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Vibratory Frequencies and "Ambrosia"

When one takes the responsibility to focus effort and energy into the betterment of themselves and ultimately, the world around them it creates a change in their all around living state. This change is an elevating in their vibratory frequency, meaning the energetic wavelength that they existed on has been raised and they are closer to becoming “in tune”(See Emblem’s 3rd Ear Theory) with the rhythm of the universe –something we call living mathematics. Ingestion of the wrong mental and physical food causes mental distractions and clouds one’s judgment and performance in life. These things increase the weight of the self on every level and cause one to vibrate on a lower frequency. Vibrating on lower frequencies makes one even more susceptible to lower vibratory stimuli. Regulation of lower vibratory stimuli is mandatory, as too much subjection hinders elevation and also conditions the self so that the right foods are even harder to absorb.
Liken it to the bout of a heroin addict when trying to beat addiction. The chemical has polluted the person to a point where each cell has been programmed to need the drug. If one was to stop using “cold turkey” they could die- the body would turn against itself. They have to be weened off of the chemical dependency, usually via use of another chemical. The process of emerging from a lower vibratory state is gradual. It is a very natural occurrence, though. Once a high vibratory stimulus is experienced/absorbed one will usually be compelled to maintain or heighten the newly attained vibratory level. One thing I’ve learned is, higher vibrations require more stimuli and more often then lower vibrations. I attribute it to the motion of elevation having to be fueled. You don’t crave new stimuli during lower vibrations because frankly, you’re not going anywhere. Which brings me to the second part of this entry-Ambrosia. In ancient Greek mythology, ambrosia is sometimes the food, sometimes the drink, of the gods, often depicted as conferring ageless immortality upon whoever consumes it. I cee this as the countless substances used by people of a high vibratory level to maintain and or elevate their frequencies consistently. Be it a book, a DVD, a nice building session with some wise minded individuals-whatever it is. Personally, my blog listing over there is one example of some things I utilize day to day for stimuli, as it contains a source of various approaches to a general basic premise that is congruent to my way of living. I definitely appreciate the bloggers for giving a bit of themselves to the world, so that I could learn yet another angle of myself. I use music, movies, and books as “ambrosia” also-yet I am very critical as to what I ingest. Knowing the sensitivity of the subconscious mind I refuse to loan my mind to the impressions of anything blatantly destructive ( if I can avoid it). I’ve been this way for about a decade now and my tolerance for anything below a certain vibratory level is very low. It almost gives me a headache when I come across it-low vibratory people included. Low vibratory people occupy a vacuum of energy that will drain the sh*t out of you if you let them. They usually LOVE talking with you, yet you always end up doing most of the talking. It’s not their intention to drain you, it’s just physics. The flip is it IS your duty to teach them if they have a question, however do not destroy yourself in the attempts to build. That’s how I cee knowledge-build/destroy. Peace.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Whatever happened to the Mothership?


Peace. As y'all can tell I'm on my reminisce jawn as of lately. As stated in a previous blog, when I first got knowledge of self there was a new spreading of Sunni Islam, but amidst that there were a good number of Dr. York's followers (Ansaaru/Nuwabian) emerging. I had never heard of Dr.York/Imam Isa before like born wisdom. We shared mutual associates and would frequent alot of the same local events and functions. I never really knew what they called themselves then, so I called them Scrolly-ites because they always carried or referred to the writings of Dr.York/Imam Isa as "scrolls", and these scrolls were their primary source of information. From what I learned, if Dr.York said it they pretty much believed it. Most of the ones I knew were generally cool people, though. They were stereotypically "hip-hoppy" though, what I mean is they either a) had their hair twisted or dreaded, b) wore parachute/camouflage pants and/or c) smoked beedis like it was their religion(or all of the above). These things always set off an alarm with me because like I said before -anybody who is too external with their ideas tends to not be very internal with them. Me and my team used to go on "route" with a couple of them guys too. Route usually meant going out real late to write graffiti, yet sometimes turned into different missions altogether. One of my major peeves about those cats was their preoccupation with space and aliens. To this day, I see that as another mystery God/wrong food fed to the mentally dead (while Dr.York robbed them and lived in luxury). To expect salvation form a source outside of self is just something that does not compute with me, especially when these cats were telling me that in the year 2000 the "Mothership" was going to come and scoop them up. Word? Is that what's gonna happen? I remember somebody had left a Scrolly-ite Calendar at my man Inf's rest. This calender had a different race of aliens per month (movie aliens included) and were suggesting that whatever month you were born in linked you characteristically or otherwise to one of these alien races.Dog pound, I kid you not when I say we burnt that f**kin calender in Inf's grill out back to avoid anybody stumbling upon such malarkey. We saw it as our duty as civilized people as a preventative measure LOL!!

Looking back at all of it I have to ask "what happened to the mothership?"..It's 2009 and every Scrolly-ite I know is still around in some capacity or another..The only one that seemed to get his mind right was my man Drama (DJ Drama, of Gangsta Grillz/Grand Hustle fame). He stopped looking for spinning wheels in the sky and focused on the spinning wheels down here on Earth(TURNTABLES) and made a career for himself. Me and Cee Allah Self were jokingly asking if there was any consolation prize for the non-arrival of the mothership or did Dr.York getting roofed f**k up the travelling plans..That would be wack, cause I was always told "One monkey don't stop no show" and if York gotta be present for them to be saved then not only did they get duped into joining the circus, they are certified clowns!

Truthfully though, I knew something wasn't right and exact about that Scrolly-ite thing when I did the knowledge to their foundation/information(scrolls). I read a York scroll that was titled "Who is Noble Drew Ali" that was barely about Noble Drew Ali at all. Another thing that's wild is, in the scrolls there are drawings of all these historical figures (Adam, Moses, etc), who all just happened to resemble Dr.York, even the women!! Then I peeped how he tries to inject himself into history, claiming some nondescript person off in the distance of the photo is him. One of his books even said that he came to Earth on a beam of light called a "sham". I'll say.. A "sham", indeed.

On a whole, some people might need what he's teaching..Everybody is not built to be God/Earth..Being a Scrolly-ite did not have any requirements. They didn't have to knowledge a "120" or have obligatory prayers 5 times daily..It was an amalgamation of a bunch of things, mixed with Dr.York's special brand of bulls**t..Like don't get me wrong, he drops some general jewels in there,yet it's nothing exclusive, ya know? he didn't reinvent the "knowledge of self" wheel or nothing, so how people even accept some of that sh*t is beyond me. I figured as an 85er, being exposed to any level of truth after being blind for so long they probably give York the benefit of the doubt by thinking "He told the truth about this, why would he lie about that?". Cee, that's the funny thing about "the benefit of the doubt"..there is NO benefit when there is doubt..Doubt is unsurety, unsurety means the method or data is not tried and true. To act off of unsurety is dealing with belief and belief goes right back to that mystery(idea of a causative agent outside of self). The "mothership" links back to the pin planted in our forefathers and mothers who were waiting for the return of Jesus the Messiah to take them to heaven, not knowing that the slaveship that brought many of them here was named "Jesus". The post-traumatic slave syndrome is "buried there" so deeply that the dreams of those slave ancestors who were awaiting the return of the vessel that brought them to this Northern Wilderness are echoing again in these days and times under the guise of any mystery possible (Obama included). What is that mothership? Ans:There is no mothership. The Scrolly-ites have searched and waited for that mothership for like several years and was unable to find this so called mothership. So, we have agreed that the only mothership is the Original woman's travel from woman to Earth. So lose no time searching for that that does not exist. And that's not to take away from the idea of other living beings in the universe; however , it IS to add on to the idea of finishing the work that lies at hand before focusing on anything else.Remember the knowledge culture in the knowledge to knowledge culture says "At home", THEN "abroad". Nanu nanu muf**ka LOL..Sike naw, Peace!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Inside the mind of a six year old Tislam Magnetic

This is some of the stuff I remember from being a young boah in Now Why, ride with me real quick...

I remember....

Spearmint Now & Laters (I know it prolly sounds nasty to some, but they were actually good)

Free lunch in the summer (usually from a nearby public school)

Fresh Air Fund (My sister went here for summer camp..Never heard of it when I came to Philly)

Roos (sneakers with the little pockets that you could NOT retrieve money from, but you continued to put money in them)

Food stamps

Halloween with either no costume or just a mask

Eating raw franks (hot dogs)

Tucking towels in my t-shirt as a make-shift cape to play super-hero

Barney Miller ( I don't really remember the show, just how it came on, which translated into bed time for me and my sister..I pretty much hated Barney Miller)

Everybody had a velvet picture of a black woman with an afro or the black man helping the other black man climb up the wall (these pictures subsequently got replaced by a bunch of horses in a field or some sh*t)

Everybody had extra large wooden dinnerware hanging on their walls (usually adorning the outsides of the above mentioned velvet picture)

V bombers (leather bomber jacket with stitching in the shape of a letter V)

That nasty a** pink medicine that had to be kept in the refrigerator

That nasty a** yellow cough syrup that was in the brown bottle in the medicine cabinet

Trying to break the locks on the candy factory

Never suceeding in breaking said locks at the candy factory

Soap Operas were called "The Stories"

Blaming "the Stories" when I got caught freaking the girl who lived downstairs

Singing in a whiffle ball bat pretending I was performing on a stage

Pretening my little boombox was a teleporter and the volume and tuning knobs designated the time and place coordinates of my destination (My peoples must've been on that good good when they made me right?)

Beef Sizzlean and pancakes with that dark Karo syrup

My Dad taking me to the weed spot with him

Weed used to come in gold envelopes (a LOT of it)

Using the oven to heat the crib

My sister had her own room but couldn't sleep in it because it was so cold and moist mold was growing on the walls

My Dad cutting my hair and always giving me an arrow part

Pill grinders, white powder and a triple beam on the kitchen table

Slave's album cover with the stone-boulder looking man on it

Watching the debut of Michael Jackson Thriller at my next door neighbor's house

Little League Baseball caps

A bird sh*tted on my fresh red Little League Baseball cap

Getting wet in the Johnny Pump (fire hydrant)during the summer

Being dressed like a vacuum cleaner salesmen for the first day of school

Dimes in my penny loafers

My Incredible Hulk watch (my mojo was in that watch, which got broke every bit of the first day I wore it to PS whatchamacallit)

There you have it folks..some tidbits from the life and times. This is took me back fam , I can't even front. As poor as we were and as bad as things may have been, these were probably some of the happiest times of my life.I appreciate y'all accompanying me down memory lane. Peace.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Peace. On my way home yesterday my Queen texted a message saying that a 16 year old boy had gotten struck and killed by the Southbound subway train(at Susquehanna and Dauphin, if you're familiar). The story is, he had dropped his phone in the tracks and jumped down to get it. A phone, fam. A phone that was so important to him, he's NEVER gonna use it again..Ain't that some s**t? The story reminded me of an incident I witnessed while boarding the same subway line at Erie station. A man was running to catch the soon-to-depart train that I was riding. By the time he was close enough to the train the doors had begun to close, but before they shut completely he had placed his leg between them to prop them open for his entry. Normally, the door's sensor would detect being ajar and open back up,giving him the opportunity to board;however, this was not the case. The doors remained shut on his now trapped leg. Once realizing his predicament, he pulled backward to which set the doors snugly on his ankle. Seeing he trapped people rung the train's emergency bell several times, but no one responded and the train began moving. The man had turned his back toward the doors/windows, then fell forward from the force of the train pulling him. His body swung in a pendulum like motion as his head struck each pillar atop the subway platform. I clearly remember his 76ers Varsity type jacket and hoping the first blow killed him or knocked him unconscious so he didn't have to knowingly experience the horror that was occurring. The train did not stop until we got to the next stop (Allegheny, at which time we were directed to exit the train and catch the street level Broad Street Line. From that day I really had an epiphany in regard to the value of life, in conjunction with the human ego. I deduced that if only the guy would've thought for one second that there would be another train coming shortly, he would still be alive. He was in a rush and figured where he had to be was so important that he didn't want to get there..ever again..I know he didn't figure that exactly, yet when we rush and not think about the full scope of variables this is silently what we suggest. In all the history of Islam never revealed anyone coming back from a physical death. There ain't no "up-up,down-down,left-right,left-right, b-a,b-a, select-start" to this life s**t (throwback!!)You got one man and you gotta make it count. Don't waste it playing "Frogger" on Broad Street. Life is not formal, we don't get a memo in the morning saying "Peace. Today, someone will hit your car and you will be 2 hrs late to work, which will cause and argument with your Supervisor resulting in yor termination." Sheeeeiiit..With that said, we must always take time to reflect on situations to take the best part for self..The mind travels at a rate that is so fast that only another mind can detect it. Nowadays, the only thing we probably have left for is thinking..Do some, it could mean the difference between life and death..Peace.

Monday, March 2, 2009

America I Am


Peace. Tavis Smiley and sponsors have put together an exhibit at the Constitution Center here in Power Hill. My Ol Dad thought it wise that the men of our family make a day of viewing the exhibit together. So, yesterday, me, my physical, my eldest sun and my Father literally walked through the halls of history.The exhibit was filled with actual artifacts that were directly related to the imprint of Original people on American culture. My only true gripe was that it only went as far back as slavery-I'm not complaining though.It was very monumental to experience the fervor and splendor of our people that these objects project considering the tumultuous times they were amidst. It reminded me of the Universal Flag-the Sun shining through regardless to whom or what!!. My Sun was immediately dissatisfied upon entry into the building, yet even he cheered up at the sight of the belongings of some of his heroes, including MLK, Malcolm and Muhammad Ali. The decors and craftsmanship of the entire show was superb. Even the lighting played an ill part of telling some of our stories. I recommend it for all those who have access.It will be here in Philly until the understanding day of Master Allah Why.Peace.

Friday, February 27, 2009



My committee and I were talking about a recent cop’s death by the gun of a young man in an attempt to serve a warrant. Here in Philly, we have been experiencing an extreme increase of police officers being murdered. Now, I have my own personal views in regard to the common folk/occupying army (police) dynamic. I’m writing today to draw a parallel of equality in regard to the current mayor of my fine city, a Mr. Potato-Head looking, nasal-voiced twit by the name of Michael Nutter. I am normally not into politics, community level or otherwise, yet I paid attention to when Nutter was running for office and he devised strategy to address our growing crime rate. One of the first provisions he enacted open being elected mayor was to institute “Safe Stops”, which afforded police officers the authority to stop and search anybody who looked “suspicious”. Sounds like “profiling”, right? Needless to say, since then we’ve had at least to cops killed or shot every two months or so. It’s sad because you got young boahs thinking they’re getting a respectable job in law enforcement being sent as cannon-fodder to young boahs who have less than nothing to lose AND are eager to be known as cold killers. Also, to combat the abundance of illegal guns on the streets we proposed a bill for stricter gun laws-such as, a person is only allowed to buy one gun a month. Now, I don’t have a problem with this outright, who needs to buy tons of guns at one time unless you’re an arms dealer? My problem is with the perspective behind the bill, simply because the average murder is not committed with a legal firearm. So, in essence the bill is restricting the common man from protecting himself, while the criminal retains access to the already available illegal gun. In addition to that, the latest talk is how the city’s budget is way over extended. Mr..Potato-Head devises the idea to terminate certain city programs to maintain and circumvent funds to more important faculties. For example, he began shutting down library branches through out the city in order to continue the Mummers parade (a Philadelphian traditional parade festival of highly decorated costumed performers). Considering what the Mummers mean to the city itself it is safe to say that people and businesses would donate their own funds to keep the Mummers parading, he didn’t have to cut the libraries, the LIBRARIES, dog? I guess he figures, it ain’t gonna affect his daughter, f**k it! Let me also add that during the celebration of his election he was shown on the news on a stage performing “Rapper’s Delight” by the Sugar Hill Gang. I couldn’t help be feel like he was coonin’, especially when I consider that “Rapper’s Delight” was considered the first major Hip Hop sell out move to the imperialist corporation. Life is not without a sense of humor. Then a couple months later into his term he shuts City Hall down completely so that he and his staff can watch “The Wire”. On the surface, people thinking “How cool is he? He gave everybody a break to watch “The Wire” season premiere.” Not too cool, the streets outside City Hall were bubbling with violence and mayhem. Guess he’s truly a n**a at heart, huh? Seeking an escape from the reality in front of him, which is scarily the same fantasy he’s enjoyably immersed in. I’m not blaming Nutter for the state of the city, just voicing my opinion on his methods. Through his decisions you can see that it’s just a job to him. He doesn’t have to walk through the blood filled gutters that some of his ill advised actions are perpetuating. It’s crazy because the only candidate I really felt was Chaka Fattah. Even though there was a visible angst spewed at him during every debate, he at least showed a genuine concern for our city. He also has a lot of grassroots experience from his councilman days. Yet, I guess there was a plan already set in motion considering how he was never allowed to answer a question without an interruption, plus the way the media portrayed his image to the public as villainous or having opinions about Nutter. Fattah called a spade an “uncle” and I can’t fault him for it. Now we have to deal with the aftermath…

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Racism pondered


Today’s mathematics being wisdom- equality I want to build on one of the most infamous ways of the devil-something called “Racism”. Racism is a system of subjugation in every area of living (education, employment, politics, war, economics, religion, etc). It is a power system that affords one people the ability to halt the accomplishments and livelihood of another people based on race alone. So, by definition, Original people (at least in North America) cannot be racist. They can be prejudice (an unfavorable opinion or feeling formed beforehand or without knowledge, thought, or reason) and many of us are. Yet, we do not have the position of power to stop anybody of another race from going to a certain school, working at a specific place or living in a certain neighborhood. This is reserved solely for Colored people in the wilderness of North America, which brings me to the term “reverse racism”. This is a term used to describe Original people who have voiced their preference of separation from or intolerance of Colored people. It is most amusing as “reverse” suggests it is going in a backwards direction, insinuating that proper racism (?) is directed FROM white people TO non-white people. With all of that said, I am under the impression that a Colored/White person cannot suggest or define a statement or action as racist or non-racist. The reason for my conclusion is due to the concept regarding every other form of harassment-it is not what a person meant by the action that makes it offensive, but simply how it was received. So, ironically enough, that is one aspect of power that is not afforded to a racist –the determination of what is or is not racist.

Phonetically we see “race” as the root word in “Racism”, which reminds me of the pursuit of a savage. The projection of the “race” concept is a savage pursuit of the devil to have us chasing a societal goal (gold) that will never be achieved (received-Did they receive the gold?). Especially, when based upon your ethnicity the devil has crafted “rules and regulations” to keep us apart from his social equality (life, liberty and the American way). Have you ever realized that when you fill out a job application, all the information is allegedly used to determine your qualification; however, this qualification process is essentially a form of discrimination. Now, of course all discrimination/qualification is not negatively charged-yet, the intention behind the examining eye is ultimately the deciding factor. So, we come together under our own ideals of Freedom, Justice and Equality. We establish our own values in the face of what “society” deems acceptable/successful. We invest in ourselves and demand our worth, which is evident in our infinite abyss of creativity and ingenuity. Our Koran shows that we’ve accomplished so much, so far that in all actuality we are too far ahead to “race”. Knowing all of this, I still get a kick out of the different manifestations of racism shown today, be it the New York Post cartoon, Sean Bell’s murder, or the phrase “you people”. I’m far from desensitized to it, yet the ignorance is still funny in a boo-hoo kinda way.

He wants us the think that we are all different.

Peace family. I was doing the knowledge on how much racism and caste systems have really screwed the entire universal family up and as sad as it is-it is hilarious. My Queen and youngest Sun (Ch'iam) get put through it sometimes with the asking of "What are you?" or "What's your nationality?". I've had Middle Eastern people look at me like I was a kidnapper because of Ch'iam's complexion-like "What are you doing with one of our babies?"LOL. Let me say first, that I love to learn about different cultures. They are pieces of my own original timeline here on the planet Earth. I do not, however, concede that the place where a person is born makes them who they are.Let me expound, if a white man is born in Italy he is considered Italian, right?Wrong. Every nation has aboriginal natives and amalgamations of other inhabitants as well. Essentially, there is only Original people and Colored people. Geographic origins have only a slight bearing in this matter. Take actor Martin Sheen, born Ramón Gerardo Antonio Estévez, mom from Ireland, dad from Spain , but he's still just a colored man. On the other hand, boxer Felix "Tito" Trinidad Jr. born in Puerto Rico, is just an original man. The fixation on nationality is a shield of the devil. As he enslaved so many other nations and used tricks to make them think that their original culture was pagan or heathen ,so they have been distancing themselves from that culture and began defining themselves geographically and complexionally (file that with interorientation,lmao). The devil on the other hand has done the opposite. He'll say he's quarter Irish, quarter Russian, quarter Italian and quarter Polish to feign some sort of interesting background story.Which contradicts the "where you're born" principle , but that principle wasn't created for them, but for us-to make us believe that the people of that continent are the only people we have. This divisive technique is thousands of years old. The result is global Willie Lynchism. He teaches his own the value of lineage and history while keeping us illiterate to it. So, I conclude my basic synopsis is we are either Original or Colored..The geographic origin is icing on the cake as to our particular story (Koran) and customary tradition(if any is still intact).Peace.