Friday, September 4, 2009

Peace. Can you determine what someone else’s priorities should be? Let me explain, growing up I’ve learned that a woman will tolerate a lot of unnecessary nonsense when she does not want to be alone (without a man). This type of behavior is self-destructive to the woman, but what if she has children? All too often have I seen a woman put a man before her childrenthis sh*t needs to stop. I was taught that the babies are the greatest, which makes them and their welfare (mental, emotional and otherwise) priority over anything else. Why? Because they are depending solely on you and your decision making capabilities. To put it blunt, they can’t afford it. They can’t afford to take the back seat so you can smoke weed and lay up. They can’t afford to fend for themselves while you cater to some sorry excuse for a vertebrate. You are p*ssing away one of the most important relationships of your lifetime and once it’s polluted there only the grace and mercy of the child can allow it to be mended. Objectively, some people would say “There are somethings I need to do for ME, in order to be of any value to the children”-I agree. My issue is the level of importance and the projection of value should be clear. I’m married to my queen and my children STILL come before her and our marriage. Somethings just cannot be compromised. She understands this and shares the sentiment. I care more about the people involved in my relationships than I care about the actual relationship. Expressing such care is what actually strengthens the bond..it’s kinda symbiotic. Also for the women who may think I’m on some high horse speaking some self-righteous sh*t, please know that I am speaking from experience. I’ve seen my mother be “other than self” because she didn’t want to come “to North America by herself”. At first it was confusing, then it was disheartening, then it became insulting until it finally became embarrassing. My closest friend has a saying that goes something like this “She’s cutting everyone and everything off just to have this man..in the end ALL she’s gonna have is THAT man”..In the grand scheme of what’s truly important, is he worth it? Peace.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

"Wisdom's a woman/listen and love her"-Cee-Lo Green/Gnarls Barkley (Go Go Gospel off of St.Elsewhere lp)

What is the circumference of the planet Earth? 24,896 miles, approximately 25,000 miles. To be the “Home of Islam” the original woman must be well-rounded (circumference). She must have a good capacity for judgement/discernment with the culture (I-god) while building to born equality. Her “building to born equality” is her manifesting her nature while upholding your personal family flag, as well as the Universal Flag. Meaning there are things that should be present and common among any Earth in this nation generally, and there will be things present and specific to one’s Earth specifically. The wise man of the east makes history or Koran to equal his home circumference, a year to every mile. Thus every time his history lasts 25,000 years he renews it for another 25,000 years. 25,000 is wisdom power, add understanding ciphers. I cee this as the woman being receptive, reflective and refractive of positive influence (light/truth) to bring about the best in all situations. I also cee the understanding ciphers as representing the three forms of water in the build degree in the 1-40(cold/warm/swift and changeable)-showing that the woman must have the formlessness of water while maintaining self in the midst of the devil’s civilization. Peace.