Peace. The Understanding-cipher degree in the knowledge to culture-cipher says "Tell us what and how the devil is made. Ans: The devil is made by the Original people, by grafting and separating the germs. In the black man body there exist two germs, a black germ and a brown germ. Yacub with his law on birth control separated the brown germ from black germ and grafted into white by destroying the black germ. After following this process for 600 years the germ became white was no more original. Also by thinning the original blood the germ became weak and wicked and was no more the same. Thus this is the way Yacub made devil."
This degree hits " home for himself" in many ways..It makes me cee how the "mighty have fallen" all due to ego..Some of the most peace brothers I know are looking at hard times due to separating and grafting..It's wild because at the time right before everything began to shift I could cee what was forthcoming..However, I did not have the discernment then to establish if what I felt was based on emotional investment or right and exact knowledge..I remember being at a Rally and building on how our nation is based on requirement..I told the cipher, if you just want to be a part of something then go join the boy scouts..I was saying this because I saw people becoming really cliquish..and it didn't fit with the family..Granted, you cannot help who you attract to and who you do not, however we must always keep the one common cause at the forefront..Now, this subject was sensitive because I was watching a group of brothers that I had grown up with begin getting into somethings that I did not know them for..Those were my brothers, so I would still strive to keep up with them whenever I could, until I realized who was losing time..After a while, little tidbits of info would begin to leak out..God's getting paid by the dope dealers to keep the corner "clean"(meaning free of any other hustlers)..God's getting shot at or ran over with cars behind said turf wars..Gods getting booked for robbery and rape charges..Gods getting robbed and returned behind dope dealing aspirations..It was disheartening at best..Especially being in our generation and knowing what the effects of living that type of life holds..I still don't understand it..Ego is not logical though..At the time some God's were getting release from jail and when they came amongst maybe the brothers felt they had to gain said God's approval, I don't know truthfully..I still ask myself what was worse, watching my whole family get slaughtered like that or to sense something like that coming and having no real way to prevent it..These Gods were my older brothers, and if anybody knew better it was them..Sheeeit, they taught me to know better..So, in order to make sense of it I gotta take it back to the lessons..They separated themselves, and grafted their ways in actions creating devil.Why? To show and prove God. Now, the ones that are still physically alive have a chance to shine forth still..The one that have been returned have to be gauged by their past actions in order to be named amongst the right and just..Or maybe, they sacrificed themselves as an example of how NOT to live these lessons and now it's on US to show and prove God..As always, one has to draw up their own understanding...I'm still shading mine in..Peace.
***My bad y'all I was rushing and put up the wrong degree..Hence the subsequent correction.My apologies for any miscommunication.P.E.A.C.E.***
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
What one hides..
Peace..I have a quote that I created a while back that goes "What a person tries to hide, is what they reveal"..It's simple, right? When somebody doesn't want you to know something they usually tap dance all around the subject creating a makeshift circle that targets the actual truth they are attempting to conceal..For example, I know someone who is a pretty hard-working individual, who was holding down a couple gigs at one time to make ends meet because he and his spouse weren't comfortable with enrolling their newborn into a care program just yet..The spouse was a stay-at-home for the most part, while hustling up funds here and there between part-time jobs. The husband paid the bulk of the bills with the funds from his gigs..Well, recently the couple got thrust into a pretty heavy situation and they needed to make a major power move.They figured to use the husband's forthcoming funds to springboard into action..Turns out, his dough got messed up and the whole action got stifled somewhat..Now, this is causing some tension between he and his spouse..It's understandable, financial issues always cause tension..Anyway, she expressed how she feels it's on her to fix the situation..I'm figuring she's going to cover the length that her husbands money won't stretch to..In reality, she can't..She doesn't really make enough to cause any real motion by herself, she will have to wait until her husband's situation cleans up -then he he will have to pick up the pieces and carry on. If I know this, I'm sure she knows this. So, what I deduced is, she actually feels helpless, she just doesn't reveal that due to a defense mechanism. Instead of saying, "Damn, baby if I could contribute more on this angle, we could've bounced back a little sooner.", she'll say "Now, it's all on me" to feign strength in a circumstance when she's most likely feeling weakened..Even if she was to borrow some money, if it's a significant amount her husband would most likely end up being the borrower, because he is the established breadwinner..Now, I'm sure she knows how important her husband is to their team, she's just overwhelmed with being on 6th and Goal, while the ref keeps delaying the game for bulls**t..I assured him to hope for the best, yet prepare for the worst..Life is change and the only one who survives is he who can adapt..Hold on to that quote though, cuz it's real..And it's prevalent everywhere you look..Listen to what a person is saying, in order to hear what they are not saying at all...That's the key to understanding people..Peace.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
There is only God...
Since high school I always had a knack for science. It just came to me easily and to be quite frank that s**t was FUN!!..Yes, further confirmation of Tislam’s nerd-dom..Oh well, blame my Mom, she carried me while she was in school..Anyway, one of the illest things to me was atomic structure, matter of fact I saved like three of my worksheets from high school and put them in my Book Of Life(still got them to this day!!)..One thing that stuck with me was the fact that an element is registered by atomic weight, while atomic weight is the total mass of protons and neutrons in an element..Now, some of y’all might remember that a proton is the particle that has a positive charge in an atom, the electron is the particle that is “negatively” charged and the neutron is neutral.What I learned subsequently, is that the neutron is actually a proton and an electron fused together making the charges balance each other out..That is why the electrons are attracted to the core of the atom while repelled at the same time causing them to move in fields.I ‘ve also learned that an electron does not have a negative charge per se, it is the absence of a positive charge..Now, back to atomic weight, the entire periodic table is based upon atomic weight..So it would be safe to say that an element is registered by its positive charge (mass of protons and neutrons)..I’ll take it even a further, if everything in existence is a mixture of these elements, the only thing that really exists is different variations of positive energy..Dig me? So, you can also conclude that there is no such thing as cold..There is only heat and the absence of heat..So, applying the same atomic rule- God is the supreme positive energy..if devil (electron) is to be the opposing aspect of God (proton) it must be duly noted that the devil has no power (positive charge)..There actually is no devil, there is just the absence of God..I use this reference when I build with 85ers..They have a tendency of giving too much credit to the “devil”..Phrases such as “The devil is at work” or “people should pray to God so that they don’t go to hell”..Which is some insulting s**t if you think about it..Instead of praying because “ it’s the right thing to do”, or “ because it’s good for your self discipline” or “ because you love God”, it’s pray out of fear of this muthaf**a over here..Yeah..that’s gonna get you into heaven..This leads me to the idea that alot people serve a weak a$$ God..Y’all don’t even ride for him because of what he can do, you ride out of fear of what the so called devil can do..That’s blasphemy if I ever ceen it..Cee, I deal with Almighty God and can’t nobody f**k with him..He ain’t got no partners or no equals..He dwells in a realm of positive energy, and particles which are absent of charge are mere byproducts of his ever expansive creative nature..This is some food for thought for my people who get caught up on the “bad things” in life..Keep in mind, that unfavorable instances are waiting places..The only power the devil has is the power we project upon him/it..I remember one time I was in a car with these cats I know..One God named JC (Real powerful, from NC), this cat named Jamil and my man Omar..We were building on the reality of the devil and I explained that what is a devil to one man, may not be a devil to another..I used an example of a cigarette..At the time, they all smoked cigarettes, but I only smoked equality..I told them if I held a cigarette up and broke it in half each one of them would feel some type of way about it..But I wouldn’t care at all because I don’t project value onto cigarettes..The cigarette itself has no power over them, however they have a fondness for the cigarette which they use to justify the damage that it does to them..this is called “liking the devil because the devil gives you nothing”..Another way to look at it is, in Christianity, God created the Angels out of light..Angels don’t have free will, they do their job and that’s it..They have no opinion..They may question but that’s simply because they don’t have any knowledge outside of their duty/nature .Lucifer is an Angel..He does a job, he has no bias either.Any power he has was bestowed upon him by God, hence it is nothing “in comparison to that of the Original man”..I conclusion, for all those people blaming Mr.YT /Shaitan/Satan/Lucifer for this or that, get in the f***kin game..Anything negative has no charge..It has no bearing in the world of reality, the only thing that registers is positivity..Now, add on..Peace..
Serpentine Fire (snakes of...the original type?)
Peace y'all..In the knowledge cipher degree in the knowledge to knowledge culture it says the devil is a snake of the grafted type..I learned that Hon. Elijah Muhammad and Master Fard Muhammad were very meticulous when it came to choosing what words they used in the lessons, which makes me ponder is the Original man the snake of the original type? I know that term snake has a very negative connotation to it, but walk with me for a moment to explore it. The many of the modern civilizations of Asia say that they descend from a people called the Naga, or the Nagas.The symbol for the Naga was usually a snake, serpent, or dragon(hence the presence of dragons in Japanese and Chinese culture to this day)..Quetzalcoatl, the Aztec, Toltec and Middle American God was said to be born of a serpent woman, his name actually means "Feathered snake"..The Pharaohs and Empresses had the serpent adorning their headdresses, right above the forehead(third eye).The Hindu Yogi's say that Kundalini energy that is curled up in the base of the spine is characterized as a snake that travels all the way up into the Crown Chakra when activated. I also learned about a 13th major house in the Zodiac called Ophiuchus, which is "The Serpent Bearer", characterized by a man holding a giant snake. The only place I can truly trace a snake with a "bad rep" is in the Bible, where the snake is said to be Satan..Now, we have to consider the source before we consider the information and the Bible was created for the enslavement of disenfranchised people..When it was first introduced to these people they are made to think God is the furthest thing from themselves.So if the furthest thing from Black is white, the farthest thing from God must be devil..So, on a psychological level these people were made to identify themselves as the devil..If you look at some of the Webster definitions of the term "black", then compare the definition with "white", you'll see what I mean. .In any event, Dr.Francis Cress Welsing wrote something profound in her book "The Isis Papers", when she said that Original people learn on several different levels at once and since we have inherent connections with all ancient civilizations and societies, certain symbols communicate to us on deeper planes. It's not impossible that the serpent/snake in the Bible is pitted in the role of the enemy/evil as part of the process of mental slavery, because we have a connection with the serpent in its original capacity(spiritual/enlightenment,etc) when the symbol or the meaning behind that symbol is changed there is an altering effect on the people who identify it as well..This dynamic is touched on in the book "48 laws of Power" by Robert Greene..This whole process is summed up in the knowledge to understanding equality, the degree is knowledge-cipher which states -because he taught him how to eat the wrong foods..Wrong food is anything you ingest that makes you other than yourself..ANYTHING. I think the concept of the serpent something else used in the realm of trick-knowledge to make us deviate from our state of grace..
Monday, November 24, 2008
I fast and pray, Allah...
Peace ...I’ve heard it said that the Father(Clarence 13x) liked to gamble..This is actually something I’ve heard Gods say in order to justify to themselves why gambling is okay (why can’t a person just like to gamble? Justification always seems like something’s wrong/bad, doesn’t it?)..I’ve also heard that the Father offered Salat, ironically enough I’ve NEVER heard of Gods praying because “The Father used to”..Actually talk of prayer is like blasphemy amongst the Nation..Which is crazy, cause what goes together better than God and prayer?..It kinda suggests how spooked out some people really are…..What I mean is..If you claim to know who the true God is, wouldn’t that make your prayer all the more important? Prayer is nothing more than communication with God..I like to use a phrase Cappadonna (Wu Tang Clan) said in a rhyme “every evening/I have a by myself meeting”..That’s what prayer is to me..”A by myself meeting”…I might write..I might just sit and breathe for a moment, I might think about somebody I love a lot and hope that they are doing okay cause I haven’t heard from them in a while or I might reflect on something in the past that I know I shouldn’t have done and find a lesson in the act that I never saw before..This is how I pray sometimes..Another way I pray is, when speaking about things that I would like to accomplish or see transpire, I say “Willfully”..This statement insinuates that my will is at work in whatever subject stated.. Cee, I got into this practice when I learned about the subconscious mind. The subconscious mind is the part of the mind that controls all involuntary functions (breathing, blinking, healing, etc).It never rests..It also directly molds our circumstances and reality as it is wholly impressionable like a child..It learns by absorption..It is impressed upon by what we habitually think in our conscious mind..Think for a bit just how much influence that gives us over our surroundings..it’s pretty awe-inspiring..The one problem is, it cannot take a joke..Like they say “If you knew better, you’d do better”..In order to change how we act, we must change how we think..If you spend your time telling people, “Yo, I’m f**ked up”..You’re gonna be “f**ked up”..If you find yourself saying “I can’t afford that”..You will not be able to afford it..So, be specific in what you say as to receive exactly what you choose..Instead of saying, “I can’t afford that”..say “At the moment my money is for something else”….Which would be the truth and wouldn’t be so impactful on your subconscious mind..So, be mindful what thoughts you nurture and what words you use..Thoughts are immensely powerful, however words are even more powerful than that because they permeate space and vibratory realm, for example..My Ol Dad was saying how a marine biologist (Might’ve been Jacques Cousteau)..was scuba diving deep underwater and heard the call of the Adan (Islamic call to prayer)..Sound stimulates life as well, which is why they say talk to fetuses while they are in the womb, and talk to plants so that they grow healthily..We should use these laws to stimulate life in ourselves in order to live healthier, more productive and more fulfilling lives..Peace.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Who makes the Holy Koran or Bible?...
As far back as I can remember I would ask my parents what my name (Tislam) means and they would answer “True Islam Savior Love Allah Master”..It didn’t have much conscious bearing on me back then because to me they were words..it would’ve had the same effect as a chick named Clementine finding out her name means “Mercy, Merciful”..Mind you, from the age of equality until about knowledge equality whenever someone asked me what my name meant I would parrot what my parents had told me back day, that is until I met Inf.. Before that I was “soul searching”. I had issued many a challenge to the so called mystery God to earn my belief, needless to say, to no avail..I also began frequenting any and every church possible in order to fill a void within..Sunday School, Service, nor Vacation Bible School ever had any answers to the questions I’d asked…I had entertained the idea of studying Orthodox Islam, yet although there were many aspects of it that interested me, yet it just wasn’t FOR me..
So it was the summer of Born Wisdom and I was in a singing group (I know right? Don’t even start) with my man Allen and these two brothers Tim and Donald. We were looking for a Bass tenor to make the harmony tighter and Allen was bringing this guy named Inf into the group..So we head up in the projects to practice and he asks me what my name means..I went into robot mode “Truth Islam….” He got this look on his face and asked where did I get that from? I told him my parents, then he immediately told me what language I was speaking-Supreme Alphabets..He immediately took his shirt off and on the back of his shirt was the Universal Flag..He went to work showing us who, what, where, when and why..I was SPARKED..Everything he said struck a chord inside me. Needless to say the days of "Shoobedoowop" got cut pretty short so that I could build with Inf..He had got enlightened by a God named Forever U-God who learned while in school at Howard University..I learned Supreme Mathematics and Supreme Alphabets quickly and Inf began giving me the Student Enrollment by word of mouth..I had knowledged those rather quickly too and was hungry for more..Then it was revealed that Inf hadn't knowledge 120 himself and might've been in his Student Enrollment himself at the time..In retrospect, he should not have taken me as a student because he was not qualified yet..he should have referred me to someone who had at least knowledged 120 already..His ego was at play though..I realized that when he would drop my name to other people as "his student" in order to receive some kind of praise due to how I was growing..Anyhow, I ended up building a having a chemistry with U-God anyway and we built our relationship..Me and Inf walked through 120 together..He was the black seed and I was the brown seed(I'll add on to that later )..Now, through out the years my parents had an off and on kind of relationship..When my Ol Dad was around, there was no pork in the house, when he left, my Ol earth would be frying up bacon and going to church..I understand it clearer now, however that gives you a clue as to how I was able to even attend the load of churches I attended at certain times..So, when I started internalizing the lessons my Ol Earth had gotten back in touch with my Dad who had recently been released from jail and was up in Brooklyn(my birthplace)..I remember her being on the phone telling him, in a condescending tone "Your son thinks he's God, now..It's a phase".She handed me the phone and he said he was glad I had chosen Islam to study and to never let the lessons limit me. He said he had some stuff for me and would send it in the mail..He had mailed me a Holy Quran and 120 lessons..My Ol Dad was already my n***a, but that one gesture, considering all the adversity I was running into at that stage of my life, solidified him..My first righteous name was Born Supreme Allah..I added "Magnetic" later on..Some people asked why did I even change my name in the first place because I was "blessed since birth"..I personally think I hadn't grown into being "Tislam"...Later on I would realize that every Original man is "Born Supreme"..And I took the name "Truth Is Supreme Light Allah Manifest" I kept Magnetic though..Alot of Gods are avidly against the taking of names that are not in the Supreme Mathematics or Alphabet, adding on to names , as well as "Muslim-sounding" names..I don't agree..How can we truly be universal builders and NOT add on?..How I cee Allah today is WAAAAAAAAYY different than how I saw Allah when I first got Math..Cut it out..And to the "Muslim-sounding name" thing- I say "The Original Man is God and owner of the EARTH", "The planet Earth which is the home of Islam", Anything on this Earth is OURS..ESPECIALLY anything related to Islam..Cut that out too...Anyway, I went on to knowledge 120 before Infinite did..Now, I can see that he was attempting to stifle my growth in how he distributed lessons to me, so that I wouldn't surpass him.Crazy, right? Bastid...Now, when I was "Born" my days were like alot of other newborns(bombing people, sharpening my wisdom on Jehovah Witnesses, and due to the then sudden popularity of Sunni Islam, I had my fair share of pissing off an Imam or three). I was full of power, before I became powerful..I was in my freshman year of high school when I first started studying lessons, and I'll be the first to admit that 120 helped me to graduate..Up to that point, I could not identify with any of the curriculum being touted daily in class until I got knowledge of self..That helped me connect the dots on many different levels, so I could understand why certain events and ideas were being projected from certain angles...All Praises Due to Allah..I didn't take on my first students until after I knowledge 120..I cee the effects also, as an observer I notice that all but maybe one of my students knowledge 120..We all know, one only learns what one teaches self, however I truly know that I had more to offer them having been through the tribulation of 120 before attempting to help anyone on their own journey..Fast-forward a bit and I can't help ceeing that everybody in my "class" has fallen off..Except myself, U-God(now known as Kwame) and the Gods I had taken as my students at the time..Everybody else either is an 85er with a righteous sounding name or a junkie of some sort, literally..Nothing in life is coincidental, however everything in life is ironic than a muhfugga..Today Infinite Knowledge Supreme Allah is a Sunni Muslim..complete with Jalabiyya and forehead scar tissue..can't say that I'm surprised, though..Inf was the flag shirt wearing, "GOD" tattooed on his chest type of God and I've learned that anybody too externally expressive with their ideals or beliefs are not very internal with them..And that goes for ALL walks of life..Me and Inf/Salaam are still pretty cool to this day, though.I never got to really got to ask him how he ended up being Sunni after "knowing" there's no Mystery..Maybe he needed salat to contain the aspects of himself that are active outside of conscious thought..or maybe he got stuck in the lessons and thought "His own self is a..Muslim"..Either way, I'ma build with him about it..When I told my elder Justice Understanding that I see Inf falling by the wayside(before the Sunni aspect), Ol Man Just said "The killed the black seed at birth by sticking a pin in it's head or by feeding it to a wild beast"..He said "Born, maybe since you lost a black seed, it's your duty to save a black seed."..I always keep that in my third..Time will tell if Ol Man Just was correct with his prognosis..Thinking back I had some pretty wild times as a youngn..I remember they sent this Imam LOOKING for me on some "Word is, these n***as around the projects talking about they God!!!"...I guess they should've told him about the kid Born from back Pulaski..He left saying how he'd be back with some of his Ahkis to see if I change my mind about being God, I told him I'd be on the bench where I was at, so I shouldn't be hard to find..Needless to say, he never came back..I remember the corner boys sent this other kid for me one night..he felt the need to tell me how I should be Muslim because I know too much..During those days, I also adopted the "Don't test me, if you never taught me" philosophy..meaning I show and prove this culture to teach the uncivilized, not to convince the so called already civilized..Now, it's different with my brothers/sisters/elders because we value each other's opinions on subjects and sometimes draw up angles that we share for betterment of each other..We don't ask each other questions that we already know the answer to and we don't answer questions that nobody asked..It's just not conducive..Another wild memory was at a rally one day this God felt the need to reveal he was studying with the Ausar Auset Society and started walking around the cipher chanting..The Elders was HEATED!!..They ended smacking the boah down a bit, they though he was wetted up and damn near drowned him in milk..You wanna talk about funny?..I got a few different chapters of my development..The underlying theme seems to be that I had to experience what the almighty wasn't before I experienced what it truly was...Peace
So it was the summer of Born Wisdom and I was in a singing group (I know right? Don’t even start) with my man Allen and these two brothers Tim and Donald. We were looking for a Bass tenor to make the harmony tighter and Allen was bringing this guy named Inf into the group..So we head up in the projects to practice and he asks me what my name means..I went into robot mode “Truth Islam….” He got this look on his face and asked where did I get that from? I told him my parents, then he immediately told me what language I was speaking-Supreme Alphabets..He immediately took his shirt off and on the back of his shirt was the Universal Flag..He went to work showing us who, what, where, when and why..I was SPARKED..Everything he said struck a chord inside me. Needless to say the days of "Shoobedoowop" got cut pretty short so that I could build with Inf..He had got enlightened by a God named Forever U-God who learned while in school at Howard University..I learned Supreme Mathematics and Supreme Alphabets quickly and Inf began giving me the Student Enrollment by word of mouth..I had knowledged those rather quickly too and was hungry for more..Then it was revealed that Inf hadn't knowledge 120 himself and might've been in his Student Enrollment himself at the time..In retrospect, he should not have taken me as a student because he was not qualified yet..he should have referred me to someone who had at least knowledged 120 already..His ego was at play though..I realized that when he would drop my name to other people as "his student" in order to receive some kind of praise due to how I was growing..Anyhow, I ended up building a having a chemistry with U-God anyway and we built our relationship..Me and Inf walked through 120 together..He was the black seed and I was the brown seed(I'll add on to that later )..Now, through out the years my parents had an off and on kind of relationship..When my Ol Dad was around, there was no pork in the house, when he left, my Ol earth would be frying up bacon and going to church..I understand it clearer now, however that gives you a clue as to how I was able to even attend the load of churches I attended at certain times..So, when I started internalizing the lessons my Ol Earth had gotten back in touch with my Dad who had recently been released from jail and was up in Brooklyn(my birthplace)..I remember her being on the phone telling him, in a condescending tone "Your son thinks he's God, now..It's a phase".She handed me the phone and he said he was glad I had chosen Islam to study and to never let the lessons limit me. He said he had some stuff for me and would send it in the mail..He had mailed me a Holy Quran and 120 lessons..My Ol Dad was already my n***a, but that one gesture, considering all the adversity I was running into at that stage of my life, solidified him..My first righteous name was Born Supreme Allah..I added "Magnetic" later on..Some people asked why did I even change my name in the first place because I was "blessed since birth"..I personally think I hadn't grown into being "Tislam"...Later on I would realize that every Original man is "Born Supreme"..And I took the name "Truth Is Supreme Light Allah Manifest" I kept Magnetic though..Alot of Gods are avidly against the taking of names that are not in the Supreme Mathematics or Alphabet, adding on to names , as well as "Muslim-sounding" names..I don't agree..How can we truly be universal builders and NOT add on?..How I cee Allah today is WAAAAAAAAYY different than how I saw Allah when I first got Math..Cut it out..And to the "Muslim-sounding name" thing- I say "The Original Man is God and owner of the EARTH", "The planet Earth which is the home of Islam", Anything on this Earth is OURS..ESPECIALLY anything related to Islam..Cut that out too...Anyway, I went on to knowledge 120 before Infinite did..Now, I can see that he was attempting to stifle my growth in how he distributed lessons to me, so that I wouldn't surpass him.Crazy, right? Bastid...Now, when I was "Born" my days were like alot of other newborns(bombing people, sharpening my wisdom on Jehovah Witnesses, and due to the then sudden popularity of Sunni Islam, I had my fair share of pissing off an Imam or three). I was full of power, before I became powerful..I was in my freshman year of high school when I first started studying lessons, and I'll be the first to admit that 120 helped me to graduate..Up to that point, I could not identify with any of the curriculum being touted daily in class until I got knowledge of self..That helped me connect the dots on many different levels, so I could understand why certain events and ideas were being projected from certain angles...All Praises Due to Allah..I didn't take on my first students until after I knowledge 120..I cee the effects also, as an observer I notice that all but maybe one of my students knowledge 120..We all know, one only learns what one teaches self, however I truly know that I had more to offer them having been through the tribulation of 120 before attempting to help anyone on their own journey..Fast-forward a bit and I can't help ceeing that everybody in my "class" has fallen off..Except myself, U-God(now known as Kwame) and the Gods I had taken as my students at the time..Everybody else either is an 85er with a righteous sounding name or a junkie of some sort, literally..Nothing in life is coincidental, however everything in life is ironic than a muhfugga..Today Infinite Knowledge Supreme Allah is a Sunni Muslim..complete with Jalabiyya and forehead scar tissue..can't say that I'm surprised, though..Inf was the flag shirt wearing, "GOD" tattooed on his chest type of God and I've learned that anybody too externally expressive with their ideals or beliefs are not very internal with them..And that goes for ALL walks of life..Me and Inf/Salaam are still pretty cool to this day, though.I never got to really got to ask him how he ended up being Sunni after "knowing" there's no Mystery..Maybe he needed salat to contain the aspects of himself that are active outside of conscious thought..or maybe he got stuck in the lessons and thought "His own self is a..Muslim"..Either way, I'ma build with him about it..When I told my elder Justice Understanding that I see Inf falling by the wayside(before the Sunni aspect), Ol Man Just said "The killed the black seed at birth by sticking a pin in it's head or by feeding it to a wild beast"..He said "Born, maybe since you lost a black seed, it's your duty to save a black seed."..I always keep that in my third..Time will tell if Ol Man Just was correct with his prognosis..Thinking back I had some pretty wild times as a youngn..I remember they sent this Imam LOOKING for me on some "Word is, these n***as around the projects talking about they God!!!"...I guess they should've told him about the kid Born from back Pulaski..He left saying how he'd be back with some of his Ahkis to see if I change my mind about being God, I told him I'd be on the bench where I was at, so I shouldn't be hard to find..Needless to say, he never came back..I remember the corner boys sent this other kid for me one night..he felt the need to tell me how I should be Muslim because I know too much..During those days, I also adopted the "Don't test me, if you never taught me" philosophy..meaning I show and prove this culture to teach the uncivilized, not to convince the so called already civilized..Now, it's different with my brothers/sisters/elders because we value each other's opinions on subjects and sometimes draw up angles that we share for betterment of each other..We don't ask each other questions that we already know the answer to and we don't answer questions that nobody asked..It's just not conducive..Another wild memory was at a rally one day this God felt the need to reveal he was studying with the Ausar Auset Society and started walking around the cipher chanting..The Elders was HEATED!!..They ended smacking the boah down a bit, they though he was wetted up and damn near drowned him in milk..You wanna talk about funny?..I got a few different chapters of my development..The underlying theme seems to be that I had to experience what the almighty wasn't before I experienced what it truly was...Peace
Saturday, November 15, 2008
The Vault...
The Vault is a bunch of Timberland boxes full of paper and composition books that I've accumulated through my years of writing..I found something in the Vault that I wanted to share with y'all..It's called Tistory
Physically born in Brooklyn, mentally raised in Philly,
sent to be more than merely another pawn, I'm clearly..
A different form, sincerely split from the norm,
was nearly swept by the storm, weary, but standing strong, ya hear me?
prisoner of war barely escaping captors carefully,
made it back to the underground passageway..
where they say it gets greater later, worse before better,
to make you settle for lesser, or go for whatever
but cee when desperate times call for desperate measures
I still good connects, bags and heat under the dresser
never far removed from street rules, groomed by vets
bear the weight of the world, three sets, a hundred and twenty reps
allegedly should've seen death, if I let them tell it
seen my family on crack though, never brought myself to sell it
heard the door close, a match get struck, then I'd smell it
Satan's breath exhaling, that's when I started rebelling
ain't too much you could tell him, Pop's vanished at vital times
Mom's kept me home on check day to wait beside her in line
This rhyme "Mirrors the Soul" like Kahlil Gibran
reflecting the sick design that molded my twisted, gifted mind
rewind back to school trips, five dollar stamp a few cents,
wrapped in a coupon booklet with the blue tint
since boiling water to wash with in slum lord apartments,
been flipping like kids on pissy mattresses behind the projects
thoughts of eighty-three, Pop's might've bailed or been in jail
Mom's flew flew to Ft.Lauderdale every week, it never failed
all was well, waking to Steel Pulse and reefer smells,
before speak and spell I saw grinders and triple beam scales
still and cee til my first mob flick experience,
why the kitchen used to look like a science experiment
Take it serious, the truth hurts but never fear it,
glance past appearances to unfold mind, body and spirit..
Physically born in Brooklyn, mentally raised in Philly,
sent to be more than merely another pawn, I'm clearly..
A different form, sincerely split from the norm,
was nearly swept by the storm, weary, but standing strong, ya hear me?
prisoner of war barely escaping captors carefully,
made it back to the underground passageway..
where they say it gets greater later, worse before better,
to make you settle for lesser, or go for whatever
but cee when desperate times call for desperate measures
I still good connects, bags and heat under the dresser
never far removed from street rules, groomed by vets
bear the weight of the world, three sets, a hundred and twenty reps
allegedly should've seen death, if I let them tell it
seen my family on crack though, never brought myself to sell it
heard the door close, a match get struck, then I'd smell it
Satan's breath exhaling, that's when I started rebelling
ain't too much you could tell him, Pop's vanished at vital times
Mom's kept me home on check day to wait beside her in line
This rhyme "Mirrors the Soul" like Kahlil Gibran
reflecting the sick design that molded my twisted, gifted mind
rewind back to school trips, five dollar stamp a few cents,
wrapped in a coupon booklet with the blue tint
since boiling water to wash with in slum lord apartments,
been flipping like kids on pissy mattresses behind the projects
thoughts of eighty-three, Pop's might've bailed or been in jail
Mom's flew flew to Ft.Lauderdale every week, it never failed
all was well, waking to Steel Pulse and reefer smells,
before speak and spell I saw grinders and triple beam scales
still and cee til my first mob flick experience,
why the kitchen used to look like a science experiment
Take it serious, the truth hurts but never fear it,
glance past appearances to unfold mind, body and spirit..
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Soapboxin'
I deeply appreciate the Father (Allah/Clarence 13X/Put/Puddin) and what he brought to the world in the Nation of Gods and Earths, however I could never get into the whole button rocking, t-shirt with his face on it aspect. The Universal flag is peace. It’s beautifully attractive and speaks volumes that echo for eons. I’ll rock that anytime. But a button with the father’s face on it just seems religious. For example, when he was physically alive do you think people wore buttons with his face on them? I doubt it very highly. As far as I know Allah IS very much still alive, yet many people wear and will continue to don “Father-wear”..Interesting, right?. Personally, I think it kinda cheapens what we’re about. Now, don’t get me wrong I don’t have anything against NGE centric fashion at all, however every practice reflects a principle, and I wouldn’t want people to use NGE to shade in an already laid template of wrong foods with right colors, meaning we shouldn’t be reduced to the religious based criteria because this ain’t no religion. We shouldn’t determine our identity in spite of other entities that already exist (i.e.: the flag ain’t our version of a crucifix, so The Father shouldn’t be our version of Jesus/Muhammad)…Plus, what about all the other Great Gods and Earths that built this nation? Why they don’t get a button or a shirt? ..Sike naw, for real, though, what we do should be bigger than that and it should be centered on us completely. We are universal. So we should express this culture in universal means. Dig it?
On a side note, I never liked crowns..You know, crowns, the head adornment that looks like a kufi with a tassel on it? I NEVER liked them jawns, yo.. I can’t help but think that they were designed to separate us from Muslims, while still showing our relation to Islam..Which is like an oxymoron or something, right? If we left the poor part for the devil, then they in turn give us the scraps from that..What part would that be? This is basically what we do by carrying those types of practices while striving to be “just and true,” with “no unrighteousness” in us. Now wait, “The Earth belongs to the Original man”, so if the button is ya twist, do it ta death..If the crowns is ya s**t, let ya tassel swing. I’m just voicing my angle on it. Do it cuz you generally like it, not cuz you think this what we “sposed” to do/look like..Don’t think if you don’t rock buttons and crowns you’re any less God than any other brother..File that with the people who think they’ll get more blessings because of how long their beard is and the people who time how long it takes them to quote 120..I say “The Original man is God, yet God is more than just an Original man” meaning we must be “In it, not of it”..We should be able to speak the language of the uncivilized and identify ourselves amongst them due to where we emerged from, however, we(civilized people, also Muslims, and Muslim Sons)must always maintain the capacity to rise and shine that undeniable light to every inch of space if need be in order born truth..
On a side note, I never liked crowns..You know, crowns, the head adornment that looks like a kufi with a tassel on it? I NEVER liked them jawns, yo.. I can’t help but think that they were designed to separate us from Muslims, while still showing our relation to Islam..Which is like an oxymoron or something, right? If we left the poor part for the devil, then they in turn give us the scraps from that..What part would that be? This is basically what we do by carrying those types of practices while striving to be “just and true,” with “no unrighteousness” in us. Now wait, “The Earth belongs to the Original man”, so if the button is ya twist, do it ta death..If the crowns is ya s**t, let ya tassel swing. I’m just voicing my angle on it. Do it cuz you generally like it, not cuz you think this what we “sposed” to do/look like..Don’t think if you don’t rock buttons and crowns you’re any less God than any other brother..File that with the people who think they’ll get more blessings because of how long their beard is and the people who time how long it takes them to quote 120..I say “The Original man is God, yet God is more than just an Original man” meaning we must be “In it, not of it”..We should be able to speak the language of the uncivilized and identify ourselves amongst them due to where we emerged from, however, we(civilized people, also Muslims, and Muslim Sons)must always maintain the capacity to rise and shine that undeniable light to every inch of space if need be in order born truth..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Knowledge-Wisdom
Peace..A couple months back I was pondering why did the Father choose "L" in our Supreme Alphabet to be "Love, Hell or Right"..I mean, of course I hear the normal "Love gotta go through Hell to come out Right", yet that never did anything for my understanding of "L"..Until I thought deeply on "Knowledge-Wisdom"..Cee, the thing about Knowledge itself, is it will exist in it's infinite form, outside of time and space, unbeknownst to anyone outside of itself and be GOOD...It's potent like that..However, ANY method/means/transmission/movement of said knowledge IS Wisdom..(You can keep that in mind when you hear somebody say"Yo, Brother Flan-flan was dropping knowledge"...Knowledge is internal..It ain't gonna be dropped..What was most likely dropped was wisdom.The application of said knowledge.)..Which made me realize that each Supreme Mathematics gives way to the one following it EXCEPT knowledge..I'm convinced that the dynamic between knowledge and wisdom or knowledge to wisdom is THE most difficult to undertake..I call it "Stumbling on the one"..It's what alot of us did when we first got lessons and went on a rampage of some of the most savage s**t ever, all the while screaming "God"..We stumbled on the one..The idea we had was right(Allah), yet we couldn't quite get a hold on "Be"..And THIS is why I cee L as being Love, Hell or Right..."And God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son.." I've learned that "Love" is an omniscient understanding..It is hinged on the identification of one's self in something else..For example, my sun's have some wild personalities..Sometimes, I gauge whether they are getting out of hand with their antics, other times I just let them rock..I deduced that my duty to guide and protect them doesn't mean destroy their spirit in the process..because I was just like them when I was young, and I KNOW how it feels to have someone imposing that sort of influence on me..This is Love..Now,"L" is also "Hell" actually by design and sound..If the "H" fell silent, it would simply be "Ell"..I think this aspect reflects the "Stumbling on the one" idea I expounded on.."Hell" is a place of penalty..The nature of the penalty is the strengthen your character, as the fires of a blacksmith purify the iron with which he crafts...and the right is the 90 degree angle that the L is be design as well..It also suggest a directional shift..such as a right turn-usually from a lesson learned in the depths of hell...Now,I know alot of y'all prolly came up with this ages ago, which is peace..However, I came to North America by myself..meaning we have to draw an understanding up for ourselves in our own good time..Don't search for trillions parroting what you heard was "right and exact"..You'd be surprised what you'll learn from a miscalculation..Don't be afraid to "Be"..
Man..the seed
This excerpt is from "The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus The Christ"..check it out ..
"Man is a thought of God; all thoughts of God are infinite; They are not measured up by time, for things that are concerned with time begin and end."
It also says.."But man, like every other thought of God, was but a seed, a seed that held within itself the potencies of God, just as the seed of any plant of earth holds deep within itself the attributes of every part of that especial plant. Now, seeds are perfect, yea, as perfect as the source from which they come; but they are not unfolded into life made manifest.".."So man, the seed, must be deep planted in a soil that he might grow, unfold, as does the bud unfold to show the flower."
Now, the first time I read that piece the phrase "deep planted in a soil" instantly took me to triple stage darkness..Anything planted deep is under pressure from the substance it is planted in, from above, below and all around..Soil is used to denote the fertile aspects of earth.. Fertility suggests the abundance of all qualities necessary to produce life..but we're not talking about any ol' life, we're talking about Allah, The Original Man...And the richest of soils is black..Before the physical soil existed in this Objective Realm, the spatial soil of the Subjective Realm existed...So, loosley translated in "Magnetic", this can be ceen as "divine pressurized blackness".. Just some food for thought for the moment..Chew it up, spit out the bones...
"Man is a thought of God; all thoughts of God are infinite; They are not measured up by time, for things that are concerned with time begin and end."
It also says.."But man, like every other thought of God, was but a seed, a seed that held within itself the potencies of God, just as the seed of any plant of earth holds deep within itself the attributes of every part of that especial plant. Now, seeds are perfect, yea, as perfect as the source from which they come; but they are not unfolded into life made manifest.".."So man, the seed, must be deep planted in a soil that he might grow, unfold, as does the bud unfold to show the flower."
Now, the first time I read that piece the phrase "deep planted in a soil" instantly took me to triple stage darkness..Anything planted deep is under pressure from the substance it is planted in, from above, below and all around..Soil is used to denote the fertile aspects of earth.. Fertility suggests the abundance of all qualities necessary to produce life..but we're not talking about any ol' life, we're talking about Allah, The Original Man...And the richest of soils is black..Before the physical soil existed in this Objective Realm, the spatial soil of the Subjective Realm existed...So, loosley translated in "Magnetic", this can be ceen as "divine pressurized blackness".. Just some food for thought for the moment..Chew it up, spit out the bones...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Knowledge-knowledge... adding on
I cee Knowledge-knowledge as "One of one"..Perfection, so to speak..Which is funny cause coming up as a young God, whenever I would reveal myself to an 85er they would either say "If you God, then, lemme see you fly", or "How you God? You ain't perfect!! The only man that was made perfect was Jesus Christ!!"..However, contrary to popular belief, I AM perfect...We all are..Not perfect as in complete or finished..yet, perfect as in the seed that retains all of the necessary potential to become a tree and birth it's own forest if opportunity and space allowed..I am one of one..Unable to duplicated, even if I was a twin and even if I was cloned..When I came screaming out of my Mother's birth canal, she laid her eyes on me and deemed me perfect..She qualified me herself..She couldn't ask for anything more (I'm sure she'd beg to differ nowadays, though,hahaha)..Anything that would/could be considered a flaw is merely a descriptive detail that further supports my divine uniqueness..This is how I cee knowledge-knowledge as Peace..(in the Jewels)..Peace is a state of order..The absence of confusion..Once you are secure with yourself and accept the wholeness of you regardless of what someone else considers a "flaw", you can achieve Peace..This is Atonement..At-one-ment...Being "at one" with the source Allah..The all pervading intelligence that compels the universe as we know it...The Universal Black Mind..Peace..for real..
Knowledge-knowledge...
Peace..The more one grows into divine culture, the more one grows out of destroy culture...What I mean is reminiscent of Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..I currently have an office type gig where there's a bunch of micro managing Colored people chasing an imaginary goal..Their entire ethic is back assward...In any event, over the past couple of days when I intimately vowed to steal as much as my life away from their "trading post" in order to build my own, I began to cee just how counterproductive the entire process of even working there is for me..It is impossible for me to devote anything outside of a fraction of myself to that which I have no true interest outside of physical Gold..This is against my nature on a whole, hence the revolution that you cee before your very eyes..I unplugging that slimy Matrix cord out of the back my skull and jumping out of that goopy pond, figuratively speaking....Now, my Ol Earth always told me never get rid of one thing until you've fully secured another thing, so since this is my main source of income currently I will continue to perform my daily tasks to procure funds for the MAIN objective..Self..which includes my committee and the universal family..This is knowledge-knowledge.."Have you not heard that your word shall be bond regardless to whom or what?"..As soon as I declared myself as true and living I was bound in the reality of my word and all of my circumstances will be the canvas for me to hold true to that declaration...Knowledge is the foundation..and knowledge is the self...Knowledge -knowledge is the foundation of self.. the basis (base-an aqueous substance that can accept protons=positive charge) of an individual..It is unhealthy to spend the duration of our lives building another person's dream...Regardless to how good we may be at it..You will always be better at fashioning your own dreams into reality...So, today let's do the one on self..Let's break down the fundamentals of our person and add positive charge to our essential nature..Only we know how to get the best out of ourselves.Harvest that best part and preserve it for us as well...
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Build/Destroy
Peace..I'm at early this fine morning..First had to send a message of guidance to my younger brother who needs some help tightening up his game with the chickadees..Then I jumped online to build with y'all for a moment..Today's mathematics is Build/Destroy..Build is to increase or construct, destroy is to decrease or deconstruct..This is relative to another theory that I have shared that regards energy.."Building" would be considered the positive pole of ourselves, and for lack of a better term " Destroying" would be the negative pole(although, sometimes destroying an aspect is the most positive thing one can do, however..) Since energy cannot be created(built) or destroyed, but just changes from one from to another..Building is actually arranging...We use what we learn to help arrange our ideas, minds and selves in alignment for vertical growth..This is how I cee Build..Because in the process of building, even the ideas that you had that were misdirected or incorrect have not been destroyed, just rearranged to be in right and exact alignment(Postive Energy Always Corrects Errors)..For example, if you erect something out of Legos..(the Legos would be the energy, ideas, essential self in this example)..You put time into making what you see on the Lego box(somebody else's perspective image)..then you realize you want to make something else, something better, something of your own..So you take the model apart, piece by piece and from that pile of unconnected Legos you begin to fashion an expression of yourself...This is Build/Destroy...What we learn and experience are the Legos..Over time how we cee things changes and evolves, so we take some of the Legos off and stack them in a different way that would be more conducive to what we are striving to fashion(in this case our better selves)..The only rule of building that must be adhered to is that the structure should be going up...Horizontal growth is not growth at all, it's length...It is parallel to a base plane and therefore it is subject to base natures..The aim is to build/destroy upward..Some may not agree with how I drew this up...However, to build something then destroy it totally would constitute "losing time"..As all wise , right and exact people, we may miscalculate at times, however that doesn't mean the entire equation was wrong..Look at it like this, say you built a home, raised your kids in this home until they went away to college..They graduated college then moved away to start careers and to build their own lives and homes..Do you demolish your home because you have bedrooms that are no longer going to be used since your kids have grown up? No, you rearrange those rooms according to functionality in your present and future plans of living..Peace
Friday, November 7, 2008
Politics as usual.....
The past couple of post election days have been reverberating with the question "What now?"..To be honest, I'm happy that the entire media circus around the two candidates has begun coming to a close.I'm not keen on any type of involuntary subjection of propaganda from any source..It's a part of my character..However, even though I am not engrossed in the political process as an Original man in America I have to entertain the possible effects of having Barack Obama as a president..Currently, the biggest effect I see is so far is masses of so called black people using Obama's win as an excuse to reveal just how ignorant and coonish they can be..Still plagued by the mental death, many of them think "we have arrived"..My response to that is America is a corporation and an Original man has been chosen as CEO..Now, of course part of me is proud to see such an achievement considering the history of America..Another part of me is somewhat apprehensive toward the situation, due to the fact that Obama has been selected as CEO..meaning he has an agenda to serve the ruling parties of this corporation..Which does not spell prosperity for Tislam Magnetic and his ilk...If anything, it means remain even MORE vigilant awaiting the possibility of a Judas Goat in our new electorate...All in all, his selection suggests that even the colored people in this wilderness of North America are tired of the way things have been going..That in itself is symbolic to "the rise of God" in the aforementioned blog..
I had people tell me after Barack won they were gonna go in to work with the fury..Which I couldn't understand, because until January, Bush is still the president..LOL!!!The fury is gonna get your ass fired and Barack ain't gonna come and find you a new job...LMAO!!..In the words of Gnarls Barkley, just a thought...
The rise of God...
Peace..I arose this morning with an inspiration that was kindled by the pastor at my Aunt's funeral..Weird,huh? Anyway, he spoke on how we must be mindful about doing what we are here to do(God's work)..It reminds me of one of my lessons, (cuture-cipher degree in the knowledge to culture/freedom)..Which says "What will be your reward in regard to the destruction of the devil? Ans: Peace and Happiness. I will give all I have and all within my power to see this day for which I have waited 379 years."..The Pastor's sermon echoed of "all I have and all within my power"..Which I have not been giving to see the destruction of the devil..With that said, I am going to make a more conscious effort to shining forth any and every positive element within me in order to aid in the growth of all those around me. As of lately, I have been transmitting wisdom verbally and physically primarily..These methods are rather limited as there are only a few people that are within eye shot, and even fewer people within ear shot of the supreme light that Allah manifests. This blog will be one of my attempts to stretch further into the world and share what has helped me most through my short time alive-civilization, knowledge of self, righteousness and all it entails..Consider this one step toward a journey, the first breath outside of the womb ...
Today's date is God in Supreme Mathematics...God is the title used by men to identify the absolute intelligence that governs all that exists..By definition God means supreme being..Supreme means most high and being means to exist...I can't help but cee the definition of God as a suggestion of direction in and of itself ...Life is existance, so God is simply stating elevate your existance...or Elevated Existance...Living on a higher plane...This examination sends me to another lesson (knowledge degree in the knowledge to knowledge-cipher) "Who is the Original man? Ans: The Original man is the Asiatic blackman, the maker, the owner, the cream of the planet Earth, father of civilization and God of the universe."Which details that there are six levels of self an Original man must rise through in order to be in tune with his true self(God)...He must experience (wisdom) six(equality) different planes before he can even begin to be his own self ..That goes back to what I said earlier about "all I have and all within my power"..I have capabilities to make, own, cream and father with this power of truth resonating in my core..However, I have not been utilizing them all..Essentially, on many levels I have been other than myself...So, in the very near future expect to cee some evolution in the ways I will be expressing "the science of everything in life, love, peace and happiness"..
If you haven't realized it yet, this blog is about responsibility..There are many things I have observed in the world, in my nation and in my family that I am dissatisfied with..However, in stead of owning my place and role in the misdirection of my world/nation/family by attempting to make changes, I withdrew and watched the walls fall from "20 miles outside of the Holy City"..Needless to say, I have returned to the Holy City..First, to apologize for not preventing the catastrophe, and secondly, to rebuild the beauty of what was before and "renew history for another 25,000 years."
Today's date is God in Supreme Mathematics...God is the title used by men to identify the absolute intelligence that governs all that exists..By definition God means supreme being..Supreme means most high and being means to exist...I can't help but cee the definition of God as a suggestion of direction in and of itself ...Life is existance, so God is simply stating elevate your existance...or Elevated Existance...Living on a higher plane...This examination sends me to another lesson (knowledge degree in the knowledge to knowledge-cipher) "Who is the Original man? Ans: The Original man is the Asiatic blackman, the maker, the owner, the cream of the planet Earth, father of civilization and God of the universe."Which details that there are six levels of self an Original man must rise through in order to be in tune with his true self(God)...He must experience (wisdom) six(equality) different planes before he can even begin to be his own self ..That goes back to what I said earlier about "all I have and all within my power"..I have capabilities to make, own, cream and father with this power of truth resonating in my core..However, I have not been utilizing them all..Essentially, on many levels I have been other than myself...So, in the very near future expect to cee some evolution in the ways I will be expressing "the science of everything in life, love, peace and happiness"..
If you haven't realized it yet, this blog is about responsibility..There are many things I have observed in the world, in my nation and in my family that I am dissatisfied with..However, in stead of owning my place and role in the misdirection of my world/nation/family by attempting to make changes, I withdrew and watched the walls fall from "20 miles outside of the Holy City"..Needless to say, I have returned to the Holy City..First, to apologize for not preventing the catastrophe, and secondly, to rebuild the beauty of what was before and "renew history for another 25,000 years."
Peace-Truth Is Supreme Light Allah Manifest
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