The Heart

I've learned that the symbol that western civilization uses for the heart is actually the eastern indian symbol for the vagina and womb. Considering this definitely sheds some light when we think of the ritual of "giving" people heart shaped gifts on Valentine's Day.Consequently, I shudder at the idea of all of the children who are engaging in this act as well, and what subpsychic effect it has on them. Mainly, because Original people use symbols to communicate concepts on several levels. When we see a certain symbol it resonates in our core being to produce a specific result(this is why the cross was created from the Ankh-a symbol of life changed into a symbol of death as a tool to aid mental enslavement). It also kinda clears up why phrases regarding love implicate the heart as the source. As an organ, the heart is simply a muscle. The capacities for understanding or emotion do not exist there; yet how many people get emotionally attached via use of the vagina? Don't answer that,it's rhetorical. The fact is emotional attachment, compassion and all faculties related to them exist in the brain organ, not in the chest(actual heart), nor below the woman's belt (symbolic heart). With that said, I think these"love/heart" phrases stem from sexually charged ideas, that over time have been stretched to encompass other realms of love as well. Which is why nowaday, the "heart" symbol is no more threatening than a circle or square..or is it? I mean honestly there is science behind circles and squares that would blow the average person's mind; however, those shapes are not attributed to anything base..meaning lower vibratory..so it would take someone of a somewhat higher energetic mind to entertain an interest, let alone grasp a lot of the information, and we all know MOST people are not of this ilk. Consequently, even the lowest forms of life understand mating/sex, EASILY making the heart symbol one of the most powerful and popular shapes in history. All things being real it even looks feminine.LOL!One step further, diagramatically(is that a word?) it even looks like a vagina. In conclusion, the devil is born in our moments or ignorance and and assumption. Let's learn the nature of the tools before attempting to use them. Peace.

Peace family..Today I wanted to explore the idea of being alone. At first glance I cee alone as "A/llah" "L/ove" One..loosley meaning "most high understanding of self". The only person you can ever truly know is one's self, as you are the only person who is with you on every and all levels, at every and all times. Being alone is when the height of realization and mental replenishment occurs. Many people value being alone, yet some people truly DREAD it. I gather that the people who do not enjoy being alone are not satisfied with themselves on some level or cannot resolve some of the thoughts/ideas that are habitually in the forefront of their conscious mind. Plainly enough, they don't have a "most high understanding of self". Not having this understanding plagues their psyche and oft times the best way to escape the preoccupation with not understanding self is by interacting with other people.Hiding among the crowd,if you will. People who do this normally base their perception of self on the accomplishments or failures of others. This is how they determine their status,so to speak. Its like wearing something stupid looking because its the popular trend..people know it looks stupid, but there's less chance of feeling stupid for it when others are wearing it too.This logic proves a level of understanding, indeed,a basic one. True fulfillment comes from establishing your own values and system of what is worth and what is worthless. Looking outside self for these things is an exercise in savage pursuit. Ironically enough, the savage pursues happiness, yet never obtains it..He/she too ends up alone..the difference is a savage is pursuing false aspects of happiness,in the hopes of escaping his/her own self..To escape being alone..as if that's possible..yet the concept shows the unrest..the battle within the psyche of a lot of people..

Why is "A" Allah?

A while back I drew up why I cee the letter L meaning love, hell or right. This morning I was sparked with the supreme alphabet "A" and why it means Allah and not some other word (almighty,Asia,absolute,etc).Allah is the proper name of the all powerful energetic consciousness of the universe. It is the directing compulsion that makes cells function how they do and planets function how they do.Allah is one-meaning there is only one power of this magnitude and all things reflect a portion of his nature.Cosmology suggests that Allah created himself in the womb of space, which was undifferentiated energy. When he became aware of himself, the differentiating of energy and matter begun.His consciousness sparks changes in all reality.I cee the design of the letter "A" showing a diagram of our cosmology. There are two straight lines or paths emanating from one shared focus point. That focus point is Allah.Those two paths are the foundation for objective reality to be built. I cee them as law and order. The law is the underlying governance of each thing in congruence to each other. The order is the arrangement of all like and similar things of inorganic or organic status. There is a third horizontally drawn path that connects the first two paths, creating a triangle shape.I cee that as the first establishment of the system of 3 that is ever echoing throughout science and mathematics(knowledge,wisdom,understanding/man,woman,child/gas,liquid,solid,etc).I also cee that "triangle" as the temporal/spatial "cervix" that Allah had to force himself through in order to create objective reality(the world as we know it).The triangle appears to stand on two legs which are actually the lines of law and order extending further past the "triangle". I cee that as detailing how Allah's universal manifestation is on going..continuous..forever.Peace.

Hmmm..my Momma..destination unknown..
Went out on her own, she was barely even grown and became
My Momma..I never knew my Dad
So even when the times was bad I was glad cuz I had my Momma
For so long she had to be strong
I know at certain times she was wrong but she STILL my Momma
She still amaze me
The Lord had to help her raise me judging from the way I used to be
My Momma..the biggest playa that I know
I love her so, hell everything I got I owe to my Momma
Thank you for caring, thank you for sharing your love
I guess that was your way of preparing your son
To be the one and not the two
To make you and my Daddy's dreams come true
But what a surprise, a car wreck left you paralyzed
The wool was pulled over ya eyes when the doctors advised
The family that you might not ever talk again..
But you talkin so I know that you gon' walk again
Just take ya time..guess who's the inspiration for the rhyme...
My Momma

Excerpt from the song "Guess Who" performed by Goodie Mob. This is Cee lo's verse. Although the events vary in detail
From my own in exactness, the sentiment is completely accurate. This song always reminds me of my Mother. Adding on to that, my Ol Earth and I have made an agreement to strengthen our relationship as of lately. It is with her and that in mind that I post this. Peace.

Azreal: A 5% Story

Peace family. I had the pleasure to watch the Khalik Allah produced short film "Azreal: A 5% Story", which is a interview/documentary-esque style take on a colored man that was taught by Allah The Father/Clarence 13x. First I would like to commend Khalik for having the supreme sight to bring such an obscure part of our national history into view. Thank you for that. Secondly, I'd like to suggest that those of you who are interested who haven't did the knowledge on the film, to do so. You can obtain the video via email request to "khalikone@yahoo". Khalik Allah also has a channel on Youtube displaying some of his other works. It definitely got some of my third eye gears churning. One of the things that stuck out to me is how come Gods receive Azreal. There is a segment where several different Gods expound on their view of Azreal as part of this nation or not. For example, one God's angle was “he looks like a devil if you ask me” and “what is he doing with this knowledge..living off scraps and people wanna to praise him for it.” He definitely has a point..You can cee that Azreal has gone through some hardships compounded by the fact that he's no spring chicken; With that in mind, there are plenty of Gods who appear to maintain a similar way of living( and we all know white folk don't age as gracefully as we do LOL!!).In addition, I know how the sickness of addiction had it's grip around many of the roots of our beloved nation. Let's not jump on our high horse just yet, shall we? This God's dissatisfaction made me look back to the Father, though. The Father is the only God I’ve known of ever having taught a colored man in this capacity before. That says something about the Father’s power, as well as Azreal’s receptiveness to civilization. The Father chose him, just as he chose the youth of Now Why. Why trust his discernment with one, yet not the other? Just a thought. Also, the colored man has six ounce of brain, is weak boned and weak blooded.Do people really expect him to operate on a level (seven) that he is NOT capable of reaching? That is a practice of insanity. By undertaking these studies I think it is demanding all that he has and all within his power to simply to maintain a level of living that is not completely destructive to himself and those around him. Keep in mind, the entire obligatory ritual system of Orthodox Islam was created with the sole purpose of reforming the devil, or at least giving them so much to do on a daily basis that it left no room or time for devilishment. I think this rule still applies today and should be considered in regard to teaching Colored people. They can't/don't get "it" as easily as we can. 120 shows us that not lying, not stealing, not causing confusion among the righteous and keeping themselves clean is TRIAL for them!!! After one has devoted themselves to this labor is anything else truly required of him? You be the judge.Sheeyiiit, His existence is a true and living testament of the mercy of God Allah, and in that video I can cee that he is more than grateful. I don’t cee him (Azreal) having to rise to the same standard as us (The Gods), because he is not the same as us. He should be qualified according to a standard of Equality, not God. What y'all think?

Conan The Barbarian...my synopsis

Peace y'all. As a young boah, I always LOVED Barbarians..be it Thundarr the Barbarian or the little blond haired kid from the Dungeons and Dragons cartoon. I f*cked with barbarian movies and cartoons HEAVY. I think it's because they were always depicted as having a raw strength that was pretty much limitless, plus they were usually ill with the sword(emblem of justice which was used by the Original man in Muhammad's time). Having knowledge of self now, I can see why these details appealed to me. With that said, today's blog is regarding probably the most famous of all barbarians, Conan The Barbarian (performed by Arnold Schwarzenegger).

Before we go in let's check out the word "barbarian". I've seen a couple of places say that the term comes from a Greek word "barbaros" that means "babbling" or "stammering" suggesting the term denotes someone speaking a foreign language or that it comes from the Latin word "barbarus" meaning "curly haired". However, I've learned that "barbarian" actually derived from Romans referring to Berber people.
Berber people are from North Africa, west of the Nile Valley, namely Morocco and Algeria. So, essentially barbarian means Original man. Agreed? Okay, now the negative connotation attached to barbarian is that they are of a savage, primitive culture, often likened to upper echelon cavemen so to speak. As usual, this is a "pin" added by destroy culture, because if barbarian comes from Berber, which are the Moors-that means they were highly civilized and actually responsible for the civilization of Europe itself. With that said, it is a historical fact that destroy culture steals credit for other's accomplishments, then attributing their own shortcomings upon those from which they have stolen from. This scenario is no different. it's like when Aristotle and Plato learned from Kemet, then when they returned to Greece with new information on philosophy they were persecuted as heretics. Yet, today they are heralded as the "fathers of philosophy". The oldest practices and information is the closest to the truth, for in the scope of recorded time, it was established at a point closer to the source from which all things came. Colored people are the newest people here, so they have NO clue as to what the truth is or isn't, for they are the furthest from the source. As it stands, what they usually deem pagan is most likely the correct way(or closest to it), while whatever ritual they actually adopt proves to be the most pagan, indeed (in deed).

Moving right along, thinking back to the movie Conan The Barbarian, Arnold was bronzed/tanned up something vicious while playing that role. Granted, he was used to tanning extra because of his body building competitions, yet, considering what barbarian means I see why he was made up to be darker. Now, Conan's story was he was a slave child that rose up to overthrow the tyrant who destroyed his tribe
(sound like anybody you know?). Conan was a Cimmerian. Now, some of y'all might have heard of Sumeria. Which is one of the original names for that region of the world that is now Iraq/Iran. This is also the place where some say the "Garden of Eden" would have been geographically located. Now, I could go to the Supreme Alphabet
to examine why the Savior U of Sumeria would be replaced with the Cee I in Cimmeria, yet I'll leave that alone. So, here we are with at three different points suggesting Conan's ethnicity.Off top, original people are gonna have an identification with Conan on a sub-psychic level(and I'm sure even deeper) because of these reasons.
The "pin" is cleverly placed as Arnold's role is the protagonist (white man) representing the right and just aspects of us/Berber/original people, while
doing battle against the tyrant played by James Earl Jones(an actual black man), who's into kidnapping, enslavement and sorcery (FYI-all ancient original sciences were considered black magic and sorcery)-he even transforms into a monster during their final battle. So, this "pin"- is that our actual physical image is associated with a bunch of things that are deemed "undesirable"-causing us to subconsciously despise certain aspects of your self(physical image, original science, etc), while seeking mental association with their physical image (replacing the hero of YOUR story, with them, instead of yourself), as well as vilifying self simultaneously. Internal conflict cubed. Of course, all of these dots connected due to a tangent regarding a completely different conversational topic. I'm making it a point to see the movie again , so that I can do the knowledge to what else is in there. Until the next one. Peace

Peace family. So, I'm officially a "member" of the Family Court Child Support System. Trust me, when I say Yacub's rules and regulations are in full effect in that place. His law on birth control extends far beyond the realm of conception and contraception, KNOW THAT! Dig it-so, as soon as I step into the place there's a vibe of degradation. I empty all of my belongings into the bucket on the conveyor belt, walk through the metal detector and the security guard directs me to the 3rd floor and gives me the "dead beat" stare. Upon entering the actual office even the woman behind the glass asking for my paperwork treats me with disdain. I couldn't care less though. I'm just soaking the entire experience in at this point. Fairly numb to the stimuli, I respond to the direct requests only while pondering "what the F*CK am I doing here in the first place?".The whole thing was like a crazy chess game Peep- the first page of the paperwork says "bring your most recent pay stub, w-2, tax return and a blank check because you WILL be required to make a payment". Crazy, right? Then on the next page it has a phone number for discounted legal representation that you could hire..yet, I can't help but think if I paid for a lawyer they would lay into me for even more dough under the logic of "he has money to pay for a lawyer, but not to take care of his kid??". I've realized that child support is makeshift alimony for the lower class. By taking me to family court, this chick has suggested that she has exhausted every possible option of communication in order to solicit assistance from me for our child..which is not true. As soon as she signed over her authority in this matter my position is presumed negligent REGARDLESS of what I have been doing for the 10-11 years that the child has been alive. That's disrespectful. Even worse, is the figure that their computer came up with as the required amount that I would have had to pay ($475 per month). Now, I'm living check to check just like alot of people, plus I'm married, with another child that depends on me as well. Paying $475 a month to this chick(because the money would NOT go to my sun) would cripple my livelihood-no bullsh*t. Fortunately, she was willing to agree on a significantly lower amount for me to pay. The mediator lady was taken aback by how easily the meeting had went, further detailing how unneccesary the court involvement was in the first place. I don't have a problem with taking care of my child..never did. But she obviously did. She successfully forced her way into having access to what her only son was due. Ezekiel says she'll die in her own iniquity. Here's the mindf*ck part of it..after we agreed on the said amount, I had to thank her, because she could have easily got me for half a stack a month and there would've been NOTHING I could do. hmpf..Family Court..Family is a serious thing..The foundational unit of structure for individuals..while court is usually a place where a game is played (tennis court, basketball court, etc) and I must say at 34 S. 11 street, Phila PA- one of the sickest games EVER is being played...on and with our families..Peace.